Nobody said it would be easy, heart beating fast as he opened the door, I felt the anger in his foot steps, his eyes where red as if he had been crying all day. Can we talk he ask ? The tone of his voice lets me know , what hes about to say is going to hurts him more than it hurts me. I love you ............. As he put his head down, but I............I ......' What ' I yelled anticipating what he had to say , but he couldnt talk and his tears fell like rain. Not a word from him, just silence. All I could hear was his heart beating against his chest like a drum . He looked at me as if he seen a ghost "Its over" I'm leaving you! As I put my head in my lap, to hide my face, cause I couldn't let him see that I was ready to leave myself.
Sorry it had to end this way, but I know you don't love me. My only question is why did you stay for so long? Why did you make me suffer? Do you even care for me? The truth is I didn't have any of the answers he wanted. I'm sorry.....I'm so sorry....... and with out knowing it tears dropped like bombs from my eyes. Not of pain but of regret! If I could do it all over, I would let him in this empty place i call my heart. I needed him, but I didn't know how to make it right. The apple of his eye, I was also the reason why his tears fell like rain in a puddle of regret. I can't go back and mend his broken heart, the damage is done so he gave up on me. How did I "fuck" this up? What was I thinking! All I remembered was my heart belonged to another. As he trys to discover the different layers of me, he gets lost in his search cause I gave him the run around in this game called love. He never gave up, he played to the end and I cheated from the start. The sound of my voice was all he could hear , my lies was silent yet deadly. He was soon to meet his grave for his heart couldn't take what mine had to offer nothing in return.
Little did I know my tears would burn like acid, as they race down my face. Now I'm the one dying , cause the one I love, didnt love me back. I'm drowning in my own tears broken down . I call out to him, yet I get no answer. His anger lets me suffer. I see the pain in each step he takes as he walk away from me. I don't deserve him, but I know he loves me so I'm waiting for him to save me. Lately the sound of my voice is dem to his ear so he cant hear my cries , cause the intensity of his pain drowns me out. Like a thief in the night he's gone and never coming back.
TOO LITTLE TOO LATE ; (
