Hey nathan.... This is my last letter for you im not really okay iam sick with chemotherapy and i don't have enough time but nathan i love you but remember when you said: summer are you okay and i said yes will no because i was burning myself because my parents abused me when I was little in that moment I was traumatised it was the first thing that ever happened to me that I was so scared of but Nathan I don't want to leave you because you're my world but and you remember that i told you about my boyfriend that i told you about he was using me because you know that I work at NASA I was abused by him he was so horrible that I really wanted to tell you but I couldn't because he took my phone and just it was hard for me trust me I don't have that much to live so this is my last letter to you I hope that you'll still remember me and love me but I'm sorry that I have been hiding this from you but just remember that I love you and and I remember the time when we were horseback riding it was so much fun but I have to go go to go to the office to get checked out and then go to the hospital and i will miss you you are in my heart nathan i love you stay strong
