Carly's diary:
1st of August
You know, how every book ends with "And they lived happily ever after"? I feel like this won't be my case, even tho I do actually have a boyfriend. I love him, I think I do...
Do you think I'm stupid? I have to laugh at myself right now. I'm probably just so hopeless...
The only man, who I know truly loved me was my dad. God how I hate cancer. He left my side in January. The pain never goes away. I think about him every day, probably every hour sometimes. I remember holding his hand, in the hospital, it was the last day I saw him. He looked at me and he didn't even seem scared. He was smiling, while I was crying. "I'm leaving knowing you were the best thing I've ever made. I won't be here for you to hug me, but I'll stay by your side to protect you. You won't see me, but you'll feel me. Don't ever give up on anything, I know you'll do great things darling. I love you Carly." he said and squeezed my hand for one of the last times...
At least I still have the sea and Monaco. Oh how I love it here. Everytime I feel sad, I just sit down on a bench on one of the hills and look at the city and the sea. It brings me comfort.
I also kinda enjoy working in the cafeteria. I like the people, who visit it and they often like me.
Now i'm telling you about me, even tho this was supposed to be a love chapter. Maybe I'll read it in the future, when I'm happily married. Maybe I'll be someone's title and not just the chapter of the book....
YOU ARE READING
I'm the one for you | Charles Leclerc
Romance,,You can't keep appearing here just for me." "And why is that?" he asked with his devious smile. "I have a boyfriend Charles..." ,,I love you Carly Rosewelt." he said and rubbed my cheek with his thumb. "I- not right now Charles please." I said, st...