THE HATE HE NEVER DESERVES

PART 1

THIRD PERSON POV

"YANG JUNGWON!"
"LEE HEESEUNG!"
"PARK JONGSUNG"
"SIM JAEYUN!"
"PARK SUNGHOON!"
"NISHIMURA RIKI!"
"ENHYPEN!"

Engene keeps on shouting with there lungs out, enjoying the last minute before the concert ends, some of taking photos and videos, singing along with them, everyone has a huge smile on there face as tears keeps on rolling on there eyes.
It's been 2 years now since the group decided to continue performing and producing music that touches everyone's heart.

2 years have passed 2 years ago a latter make everyone felt the most painful heartache, 2 years ago the 7 members group turn in 6 members, 2 years ago the name KIM SUNOO was removed from the every fanchat during concerts and performances, 2 tears ago he was with them, smiling, dancing, waving his hand, singing, teasing everyone and now he is gone.

2 years seem as long time but the pain felt like happened yesterday.
The pain that keeps on coming back everytime picture of him flashs on internet or even the memory of the group from the past was playing background.
The pain that left a deep wound on everyone's heart, that unexpected pain- no one ever imagined to come from the past promised to be more painful in the present and in the future.

"Sunoo-ya-"
"Please-e come back to me-e to-o us" a man said while sobbing hardy. eye's were full of tears he sits down on stage and start crying.
Other mens trying to calm him down with tears in there eyes.

"Where-where are you?" But only god knows where is he.

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''It's exactly 2 years since he left" a man said as he settled himself on the couch as he bite the pizza cut from his hand.

"Yeah 2 years but it feels like it was just yesterday" another man replied keeping his thing on his bag.

The concert was successful as always and their vacation start at the moment they left the stadium.
Two mans reminiscing what exactly happened 2 years ago.

" he deserved to be up there performing, to his beloved Engene" he sadly said the other looked at him-sadness is written on his face. They both release a sigh as the finish eating.

HOURS LATER

"Ya-heeseung hyung let me sleep! I feel so drained" sunghoon complained as he grabbed the pillow from his Hyung and settled himself into couch.

"Yah- aren't you going to your apartment?" Heeseung said letting him rest.

"If you don't want to stay in that apartment you should sell it so it won't be wast of money! Ghost might stay there" Jake suggested jokingly as he walked to their kitchen to grab some drinks.

"Hmm......great suggestion, i might really do that and live here with you" sunghoon agreed that made him go shock.

"You well sell it?" Jungwon asked surprised as he looked at his Hyungs confused, sunghoon nod as answer before he finally close his eyes to sleep.

"Hyung you really think he will sell it" jungwon curiously asked, jake while the other waits for his answer.

"We all know that he can't do it, he was saying so the topic will change. Because we all know the reason why he isn't staying in that apartment" jake said as they all looked at sunghoon.

"Sunoo is all over in that place. That's the only place he will feel his presence through memories" jay added before walking into the kitchen to prepared their orderd dinner.

NEXT DAY

SUNGHOON'S POV

We settled ourselves on chair inside the conference room here in the company. Bang PD-nim called us to a meeting for our next album. Heeseung hyung is on my left. Next to him is niki then jake and the other couple jungwon and jay.

"Afternoon everyone" Bang PD-nim greeted as he entered and sittied, we greeted him back.

"So what's your plan for the next album?" He immediately asked as he looked at us, waiting for an answer.

"Actually PD-nim we want to create a album with Engene. I mean the whole album for them to enjoy as we all know this is our last album before we disband" jungwon started, i can still believe that disbandment will really happened.

"And we want to produce music that they will remember after we disband, music that can comfort engene and make them happy as always we want" jay added, PD-nim carefully listened to them.

"Sunghoon do you have any plan to share? Are you planning to release another song?PD-nim asked taken me by surprise, i honestly plan to release song but i don't know if i will do it or not.

"I-i'm still thinking about it PD-nim" i answered as he just nod, and asked any more plans.

"PD-nim we also decided to tell them about our relationship on our last final concert, If only you approved it" Jungwon said that surprised me as the memory flashs on my mind.

FLASHBACK

"Hyung, you think we can tell Engene about our relationships?" Sunoo asked as he settled himself on the bed waiting for me to cuddle him.

"Time will come love, we will proudly tell them how much i love you and they will support us, and even though they won't, that won't change my love for you" i answered kissing his forehead he looked at me lovingly that made me smile.

"I don't deserve you park sunghoon...." he mumbled as he caressed my face, a tear escape from his eyes.

"You deserve me kim sunoo and i will love you till my last breath, that i promised" i stated whipping his tears away.

"I too promise to love you and cherish you as long as i live" he said as his tears keeps on coming, i hugged him tight and hummed a song to make him calm down.

END OF FLASHBACK

"Well if that was your decision then i agree to that but i want all of you to be prepared for hurtful words from the people, especially those against the topic" PD-nim answered that made me return to the reality, i put smile as he looked at us saying his goodbye.

I should stop reminiscing the past because all of it was just an act and lies from him.

JUNGWON POV

We are still in company to do some live together before we head back home, i was looking at sunghoon hyung while heeseung hyung jay hyung fix everything. He's been so quite since the coming out to Engene was brought up.

"Sunghoon hyung are you okay?" I asked him worriedly and he looked at me just smile-a fake one.

"Jay? Jay?" Someone called from the corner we all looked at who was it knowing that it was manger-nim

"Yes waeyo?"jay asked walking closer to the each other. That make jay hyung surprised and happy?