only If you knew [levi ackerman x reader]

chapter one

Your pov
4am
Great, just as you were starting to get out of this habit of waking up at stupid o'clock in the morning it just had to start happening again nightmare after nightmare it just never seems to end and honestly I'm sick of it why me why can't it be somebody else...preferably levi "dick" I mutter under my breath I mean come on tell me I'm wrong he is a dick.

You know what instead of just lying here I might aswell make use of my time and start signing the paperwork erwin assigned me even though most of them are overdue but oh well he will live.

4:30am
BANG

What the fuck
What was that.ok y/n calm down it probably wasn't anything your hearing things yeah okay.right?."I'm probably just hearing things" I say to myself

And ten there it was again...and again.....and then again
"Right I'm definitely not hearing things now"i grab my knife and head out of my room.

As I am cautiously roaming, the halls following the banging that's getting louder, I'm hearing it being paired with shouting once I realise it's the commanders voice I head over with no caution thinking he is telling one of the cadets off or something then the shouting is becoming clearer it's not the commander scolding one of the cadets he's shouting at levi.

"Oh I am not missing this for the world" I say slight excitement in my voice
As I arrive to the commander it's not at all the situation I thought it was it was very much the commander shouting at levi but not how I thought he would be.

I salute the commander "sir what is going on?"
As I'm speaking he's banging on levis door begging him to open it
"It's fine y/n go back to your office I will talk to tou about this later okay thankyou for your concern"

As I was about to speak I was rudley interrupted by the dickhead in his room

"GET HER THE FUCK OUT OF HERE AND JOIN HER JUST LEAVE ME ALONE"

Woa what's his problem "just go to your room I will explain later"

"UH NO THE FUCK YOU WILL NOT"

Erwin sighs and nods to dismiss me and carries on trying to convince levi to open the door fuck knows why

Levis pov

I can't breathe shit am I dying my lungs are burning and I can't stop the tears flowing down my face.whatever the fuck is happening to me y/n cannot see me like this she will definitely use it against me holy fuck everything is so loud erwin hitting the door,shouting for me to unlock it, y/ns footprints every few seconds. shit shit shit shit shit
I curl myself into a ball under my desk in my bedroom and stick my fingers in my ears whilst muttering "quiet down" to myself over and over again.
I will never admit it but at this moment in time I'm terrified I didn't know what's happening to me blood is pouring down my arm dripping onto the floor I don't know what the hell is happening to me.

I don't know wtf is happening to me but I'm getting really fucking dizzy
I can still hear erwin begging me to open the door but I can't move maybe I cut to deep yeah thats why I can't breathe or move and feel like shit yeah holy fuck I think I'm about to pass ou-

"E-er-win"
Next thing I know erwin and nile are running up to me erwin picks me up in his arms and starts shushing me whispering comforting things in my ear telling me that "I'll be okay" and to "take deep breathes" but I cant do anything he sits on the floor with me in his arms whilst nile is playing with my hair trying to calm me whilst wrapping my arms with bandages to stop the bleeding also shushing me then I pass out

Your pov
Well I don't know what was happening but they were making a hell of alot of noise  oh well I better go and finish that paperwork erwin assigned me once I get back to my room i sit down at my desk in my office "*yawn* well I guess i should get on with this" and before I know it I'm asleep at my desk

What are your thoughts on this chapter I know its not amazing but I tried

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