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"JUSTIN WELCOME BACK I MISSED YOU SO MUCH". Justin stares as Asher runs into his arms yelling that. Justin has returned from being in Europe for months, he missed Asher. His Asher. "Hey babe I missed you too" he replied as Asher got into his arms to then kiss him. They head home and Justin has brought cookies for Asher. Asher got so excited he loves cookies especially with tea! As Asher was walking back to the table he tripped. "Shit, sorry Justin I'll go get more." Justin just stares at him showing one emotion. An annoyed emotion, luckily Asher didn't notice. He was too embarrassed to look Justin in the eye. Asher and Justin have been dating for 2 years now. They met on thier way to school, and since then have fallen Inlove. Asher came back this time not dropping the tea. Once they finished Asher went to the bathroom and return to Justin gone. The cookie wrappers on the ground. He sighed as he mumbled to himself, "again I have to clean". Asher has been thinking Justin has been cheating on him. He just wishes if Justin does leave him he might as well take the train in which they met so he can hear it one more time before he's gone forever. In the middle of the night Asher woke up to see that Justina still gone, he's sad. Why is Justin doing this? Who's his new lover? He ended up crying himself to sleep.

The next morning Asher made some breakfast just a simple eggs & bacon. He called for Justin to come eat since Justin was in bed still sleeping. While eating Asher decided to ask, "Justin why weren't you in bed last night?" Justin stares at him. "I was working on my project in the basement". Asher knows he won't get the truth out so he just sighs and says ok. They finished eating and Asher cleaned the house and got himself ready for nothing. It's been like this everyday. Wake up, eat, sleep, wake up in the night to see Justin gone. Asher's stressed from this he just won't get the truth. It has been a month since he asked Justin why he's gone and this time his birthday is in the morning. He doesn't stress it and goes to sleep. In the morning he decided to wake up early and make himself something "special". He made himself confetti pancakes with Nutella drizzled on top. As him and Justin were eating, Justin opened his mouth and said, "Happy birthday babe" as he pulled out a buetiful backpack. After cleaning up Asher opened the backpack decided he wanted to add things inside. As he opened it he noticed makeup and some lettering, "For my buetiful blond doll" he got mad. Did Justin just re gift a present that he got for a side chick. Asher got angry he decided to wait for dinner to bring it up. They were eating asher stared at justin in that moment his mind went blank. He grabbed a cup and threw it at justin but barely missed as he saw it hit the wall. Justin just stares at him confused and shocked. Asher yells at him about what he saw in the bag and Justin showed no emotion. This got Asher even angrier so he decided to wash up and go to bed. He woke up in the middle of the night and yet again justin was gone. He got tired of this, he got up and decided to look for him around the house first. As he got into the basement he can hear movement so he knew Justin was there. As he opened the door and walked down the stairs there it was. The image of Justin dismembering a blond lady. Justin noticed Asher and ran to him. Asher tried running up the stairs but missteped and tripped. Justin was able to grab him and he threw him next to the dead lady. Asher yelled at justin to get off hut justin started to strangle him. Asher was slowly suffocating, he can't die no he has a life he still needs to live. Asher was looking around to see what he can do and he saw the axe justin used. Asher grabbed the axe and hit Justins head with it and ran out the house. He got into his car and he drives away crying and panicking. He went straight to the police and after days and weeks of everything he found everything out. Justin would pick up girls and seduce them back into HIS home and he'd drug and killed them and put their jewelry in a jar. The worst part was there was a notebook with information of asher before they even met. Justin picked up girls who looked like HIM. Justin was a stalker. Justin wanted Asher to himself but he knew he couldn't just kill Asher. Justin picked up the girls who resembled him every night and killed them every night to get that special spark in him. Asher didn't understand. He was scared. He gathered his things and left the city into a new one.