One Shot Entry
A/N: there's a song on the side, don't play it yet. I'll tell you when:)
It was now Christmas morning and I wasn't planing on moving from my bed. I had no reason to. Why did two guys have to mess up my life so much?
One Direction definitely should have won, but there's no way they won't have an amazing career. I haven't talked to Niall at all in the last month, River and I aren't together anymore, and I feel like I don't even know Katie and Justine anymore. How could the best months ever, come right before the worst. I felt completely empty and drained of all emotion. My world was falling apart and I was depressed. Evan's the only one that hasn't really left and I'm worried about him getting bullied.
It was impossible to look in the mirror anymore. I used to see a happy girl with a smile and bright eyes, now someone sad and someone with dull eyes looks back. I'd lost myself. The worst part was, I don't know where I went wrong.
I looked out my bedroom window at the gray morning sky. It was 9:30 but I'd been awake for an hour. There was suppose to be this freak winter storm and we were actually going to get a few inches of snow. I pulled the blankets closer to me and brought my knees to my chest. The sound of footsteps on the first floor let me know Evan was awake now. Part of me wanted to be left alone, but another part wanted someone to come and check on me and make me feel missed.
I was surprised to hear the door bell ring, it was probably either Grandma or one of Evan's friends. Neither Katie or Justine came around anymore. I tried a few times to text them and talk to them, however I guess I hadn't realized how much I unconsciously ignored them. It was depressing because I didn't even know I was doing it. Two pairs of footsteps could be heard coming up the stairs and then headed closer to my room. Who was coming to see me now? I thought no one cared about me anymore. My door opened, but I didn't move.
"Uh, Amy, someone is here to see you," Evan's nervous voice spoke. He probably didn't know what I was going to do or say since I'd stayed by myself so much lately. Guilt spread through me and I hoped my sadness wasn't effecting him. My back was toward the door and I couldn't see who was there.
"Who would be here for me? You're right there and no one else would come to see me anymore," I asked him still not bothering to move.
"I guess that's not true, just turn around and look for yourself," the smile on his face was evident from his tone. Reluctantly, I flipped over to my other side. It wasn't possible. I must have seriously gone crazy. My expression reflected my confusion.
"Hey Lia," he smiled his perfect smile. No picture or video chat could ever truly capture his beautiful, crystal blue eyes.
"Leppy?' I asked with the first real smile for weeks. I sat right up as he walked closer. My heart was pounding out of my chest. He was adorable and much cuter in person and I thought he was very cute before!
A/N: Okay, play it now:D
"What are you doing here?!" I exclaimed, giving him a big hug he gladly returned. I'd felt cold for weeks, but when we touched, my entire body was filled with warmth. River never made me feel like this. It was so weird to think how we had been talking for a year, and now we're finally meeting.
"I came to see you. Happy Christmas!" his Irish accent filled the room. Wait, he said 'happy Christmas' oh yeah, that's what they say in the UK. I hadn't even noticed Evan had left the room. I was still trying to decide if this was all a dream.
"Merry Christmas, but what about your family?" I questioned and sat down on my bed. He followed and sat right next to me, close enough for me to smell his cologne. Why would he chose to spend Christmas with me?
