Why she committed suicide

Chapter one

{~Third person pov~}
There she was in the dark. Crying like she usually did after the events that happened everyday.
1.) Wake up get abused by Devon (aka her brother)
2.) Go to school get abused by Valistity and her group (aka the preps)
3.) Come home clean the whole house
4.) Make super for her brother and father
5.) Get sexually,mentally, and physically abused by her father!!!!!
Beverley is a 14 year old girl. Her mom and sister where driving to a Hannah Montana concert and a drunk driver ran a stoplight and hit the right side of the red SUV. the impact crush Beverley's sister and her mom's head hit the dash board and then jerked back and smashed the window and she died.
Beverley's dad and brother started drinking. Beverley was only 8 years old when it happened. After she turned 9 her dad and brother started abusing her mentally. After she turned 10 she was abused physically. After she turned 12 that's when the sexually abuse came.
{~Beverley's pov~}
I'm in the cold, dark, and gloomy room crying....again. With every tears that come the more I want to cut. The more I want to cut the more I want to die.
"Oh Beverley, daddies home," my dad yelled from down stairs. I ran to my bed and jumped in it like, the floor was hot lava and my bed was a safe haven! I could here my drunk father come up the stairs with his loud steps that sounded like shoots of a shotgun.
"Oh, looks like Beverley is asleep I'll just have to make it even worse tomorrow! isn't that right Beverley? I know your awake because your brother herd you crying just a minute ago! Now you get to have double the fun tomorrow you whore," exclaimed my oh so happy, nice, loving father said!!!!
My father pulled me out of bed and throw me on the floor. Note to self never pretend to be asleep again with my dad. Next thing I knew there was a boot hitting me in my stomach. It really hurt I tried to block it the best I can. About 15 minutes later it was finally done. Oh great, now it's either mental or sexual abuse!
"Come here slut," my father yelled! He grabbed me and shoved me out into the hall way. While I was looking around I didn't notice that he pushed me down the stairs until I felt lots of pain in my arm. I couldn't move it. I looked at it....I could see my bone!!!! Next thing I know I was screaming.
" Shutup cunt get over here!" He yelled. I can't believe him....... No actually I can!!!! Ugh why does he have to ruin my life!!!!!
"I I I think you broke my arm," I stuttered. Scared for my life I thought of away to get out of this."Can you please take me to the doctor?"
"Oh I think not! You know it's your punishment time! It's time for you to give daddy his thank you present!" my father had a nasty look on his face. You see my father is a very rich lawyer and has lots of power. No one thinks that he could be like this to me or treat me this way. So when he wants to cover up something he can. Well he thinks that sense he "made" me I owe him everything and anything he wants (what a nasty man!!!!!).
"Yes daddy," I say with total disgust! I never call him that unless it's when he does his "thing". His rules not mine! "What do you want me to do this time?," I look at my feet well he's never actually raped me before but there are other things he's done to me, which I don't want to talk about that point is that I don't want him to take my virginity it's the only thing I have left and I'm saving it for you know NOT MY FAMILY!!!!!!
My father replied,"The only thing that you haven't gavin to me." Oh no no no he can't please no!!!!!!!!
I asked in a shaky voice," w-what's-s th-that?" Please oh please! Don't be it !!
My father didn't reply he taped my mouth and tied me to his bed. I didn't fight back because I knew he would just hurt me more!
After my father did his business, I tried to get up even though the pain was awful, but than my dad pulled me back down and wouldn't let me go! I tried to move but he just hit me." You're staying in here tonight" He said in his demanding voice that would scare a loin to death!
"Yes daddy," I said. I was laying there for what seemed like hours. Before I finally went to sleep, thinking about my safe haven and I'll be there soon.
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I'm sorry it's short I'll try to write more next time!!! 😌😌😌😌😌😍😍😍😍😍😉
# Mia loves you!!
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This was a year ago so don't judge.