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Neteyam Pov:
As soon as dad dropped me home I headed straight to my room. I was mad...so mad that at this point I didn't know if I was over reacting. Aonung had promised to eat lunch with me today at school because he's always busy sitting with his friends which I have no problem with but I don't like how those 'friends" of his treat me. I don't like how they are toward me and lo'ak. They still make fun of me and my brother for being 'different' and call us "demons". Although it doesn't bother me it hurts when aonung doesn't try defending me.
I lay on my bed as tears start to form, quite sobs leaving my lips. I'm pretty sure my dad could hear them which was why he called out for me, asking if I was okay. I replied with a "yes" Saying it as loud as I could so he would hear me outside of my door. I still felt his presence outside my door so I quickly wiped away the tears that were now falling down my cheeks as I got up. I opened my door, my gut being right as I looked up to his tall figure standing there. "Dad I'm fine" I said to him with a small smile plastered on my face. "You sure baby?" He replied creasing my hair. I nodded once more. I could tell he didn't wanna press on it anymore so he just nodded. "Okay then I'll let you be" he said giving me one more crease in the head before walking away.
I walked back into my room, letting my door shut on its own behind me. I sighed as I hopped back on my bed tears forming again. I miss him. I miss him so much. I just wanted to eat with him. I felt like I was over reacting, it was just lunch so why was I making a big deal out of it? That's when it hit me. I'm just pent up. I'm not feeling this way just because aonung didn't eat lunch with me, I'm feeling this way because there's been a lot of things bothering me and him not coming to eat lunch with me was my last straw.
I needed to let all this feelings out, I needed to talk to him. We had both made it very clear to communicate with each other but I never did because I felt like the things I wanted to communicate about weren't that big of a deal. It made me feel ashamed and whiny so i never expressed my discomforts. I should have because I know aonung. He would have appreciated it, he wouldn't have made me feel bad for commutating this small issues I had with our relationship. Thinking about it just made me tear up even more. I had given him the silent treatment since I was mad about him not eating lunch with me and he looked so lost and confused. Remembering the way he looked when I ignored him absolutely crushed me. I shouldn't have done that. He looked hurt when I wouldn't talk to him. After releasing all my stress through crying I regretted what I did. Immediately i went to search for my phone in my bagpack hoping it wasn't too late to explain myself.
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I looked at my window as raindrops pour down on it. It's 8pm right now, I texted aonung 2 hours ago and he hadn't respond yet. I had called him about four times and was about to go the 5th time when I decided to throw my phone somewhere I'm not sure and continue my crying. Why did I have to ignore him? Why was I overreacting? Is he mad at me? Why isn't he picking up? I had all sorts of thoughts going on in my head. I was missing my boyfriend so bad. I wanted to be close to him., I wanted to breath into his calm and sweet scent, I wanted to feel his touch. I closed my eyes, sleep taking me from the amount of crying I did plus the sound of the rain. It felt so peaceful...everything in this moment felt peaceful except the fact that aonung wasn't next to me. I wanted him to complete the peaceful sensation I was feeling.
As I started to doze off to sleep I heard my door crack open and I assumed it was my dad wanting to check up on me again since I've been in my room ever since I got back from school. I didn't care to confirm if it was him or not as the sleep was almost done taking me away. All of a sudden I felt my bed dipped down, familiar arms and smell making me jerk up. I turn around to see aonung starring at me. "Shh baby it's okay it's me" he said. Not knowing what to say or how to respond I immediately wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him in for a hug. He responded back immediately wrapping his arms around my waist lifting me up so I could stand up.
