What lies we tell

Blind truth

"Jimin thank god!"
"Sorry I didn't hear my phone?"
"Where were you?"
"Upstairs in the gym why?"
He stared at the room full of males staring at him.
"Someone followed you last night."
"Eh?"
"Look, they took pictures and posted it up saying how easy it would be to kidnap you, why hadn't management taken you back and if they didn't look after you then they would ."
"It's just a fan they don't mean it,"
"We can't take chances, no-one is allowed to go out alone now, security will be with us all the time."
"Just because of one post?"
"No they sent it to the company too, saying they were warning them."
"But they can find the IP address they will find some teenager who wouldn't harm a fly!"
"They can't pinpoint it, whoever it is has good computer skills."
"I'm sorry guys, I didn't mean to put you all in lockdown."
"Jimin we are ok with it at least your safe, now come eat breakfast..."
"Oh no thanks I'm er too hyped to eat," he lied.
"Don't worry Jimin no one can get you."
Jimin just smiled and walked off to shower.
"Is it me or does he seem totally indifferent to everything ?" Jin asked.
"No he is different,"
"I wonder why," Suga said sarcastically glaring at Tae and Jungkook before walking off.
Those two hung back," should we say something to him?" Jungkook asked, he wasn't keen on this Jimin version he liked the gigles and laughter he usually exhibited.
"I don't know....,"
The object of their conversation came from his room wearing a bathrobe and carrying laundry.
"I'll just put my washing on,"
"You want help ?" Jungkook asked
"No silly why?"
"I just Erm ..."
Jimin stopped in front of them.
"Look if this is about your remarks yesterday then forget it, I'm over it no problems....." he left the other two staring at him in confusion.
"He's being weird...." Tae said.
"He is.....,I'm going to talk to him,"
Jungkook made his way to the laundry room to find Jimin looking tired and spaced out.
"Jimin........,"
Jimin turned quickly the movement making him dizzy he stumbled and Jungkook reached out to help him making the robe belt loosen and open so Jungkooks hands held his bare waist.
Little tingles ran up and down his body and he stared down at the small male. Jimin was frozen in place then quickly shoved the other away.
"Sorry," he mumbled
"It's ok you tripped,"
"Yer but you touched me..."
"So have you got a disease or something?"
"No...,it's just the fat..., I ....,we'll it's disgusting I know,"
"Jimin you aren't fat....."
"I can see I am, I...,I realised a lot of things in the last few days, I'll work harder so I don't let you all down and I'll keep out of you and Tae's business, I'm glad you have each other..."
"Jimin we are not together and I'm sorry I let Tae get carried away,he was jealous because you were getting a lot of praise, it confused him and we are both sorry for hurting you."
"Tae's better than me he should never get jealous because of me and  all he said was true, I don't fit an idol image it must be hard for you guys to have someone like me in the group,I will try and change my attitude cute isn't grown up is it, I didn't understand how annoying I am and you must have been so pissed at me hanging around you."
"No Jimin I never thought of you like that!!"
"No your right..., you probably never thought of me at all...."
With that he walked out to his room locking his door.
Jungkook was frustrated why wouldn't Jimin listen to him? He walked to Jimins doer trying the handle but the door was locked .
"Jimin..., Jimin open the door...."
The door stayed locked and Jungkook sighed before throwing himself on his own bed. Into his head suddenly popped the image of Jimin looking startled as his hands touched his soft skin, he'd only had boxers on under the robe, Jungkook had wanted to let his hands roam over the soft skin. He groaned , looking down he had a boner.Fuck! Was he really turned on by Park Jimin? Just thinking his name made him harder and he slipped his hand into his pants pumping himself all the while thinking what it would be like to kiss Jimins plump lips and to caress his juicy ass.
He groaned out his release just as a yell came down the corridor.
"Ten minutes til pick up you lot!" RM shouted.
Jungkook hurriedly went to the bathroom slipping off his clothing and washing up before grabbing new clothing and going out.
"Remember it's a tv show so try and look like we all get along," RM said.
They got to the studio and changed into shirts and slacks.
They were called into the studio and did an interview.
The usual questions were asked..., when was the new song being released, were they doing any concerts, what about solo interests. Then the more personal stuff.
So any girlfriends on the horizon?
RM; we are focusing on our work
What about rumours, there always things about you being seen with people?
Jin; as you said, rumours. We really don't have time for relationships.
What about those that ship you?
Jimin: what's to ship?
Well there have been Jikook,Taekook,Vmin?
Jimin; I'm certainly not involved with anyone,Tae..Jungkook,are you in a hidden relationship?
Jimins words had a sarcastic bite to them but remembering they were on camera the other two spoke
Tae: we are all close that's all these people are my family.
Jungkook : gosh how could I choose someone from all my hyungs it would be too hard.
The interviewer laughed then thanked them and the interview was done.
Jimin hurriedly changed and stepped out wanting to get to the practice room. He hailed one of their security guys.
"Can you take me to the practice room?"
"Who else?"
"Just me,"
"But we've been told not to leave you alone......"
"Well it's a good job your with me then,"
"Jimin where are you going?" Jungkook stood there
"I'm busy...," Jimin huffed
"You know what Rm said your not to go alone anywhere,"
"Why does that bother you?"
"What,we'll of course I want you to keep safe,I'll come with you..."
"Huh, you'll keep me safe...really?"
Jimin got in the car and Jungkook followed.
"I've text the others to let them know"
Jimin didn't answer .
"Do you want to pick up a snack or lunch you didn't have breakfast ?"
Jimin refrained from saying it was a lot longer since he ate and just said," No."
Once at the studio Jimin warmed up then practised what he went over the day before,Jungkook joined in but eventually sat down as Jimin continued.
He watched as the other threw himself into the practice but soon noticed the others laboured breathing.
"Jimin stop you need to rest..."
The other ignored him and carried on.
Jimin was so centred on listening to the music he didn't realise that his body began to become unco-ordinated.he heard his name yelled just before everything went black.
Jungkook called for help, a burly security man came in lifting Jimin like he weighed nothing and took him to a first aid room.
Jungkook hovered nearby just out of sight.
"Ahh,what happened?"
Jimins voice came through the slightly open door.
"You fainted, when did you last eat Jimin?"
"I um..."
"Well?"
"T-two days ago..."
"What are you thinking?!?!"
"You don't understand I have to lose weight they say I'm fat, I have to try.."
"Not this way a diet will help but honestly you have no need to."
"Well thanks for your concern, as it's a medical issue you won't tell anyone will you?"
"Jimin......"
"I don't want you saying a word , my medical history is my business."
He stood up walking to the door and  Jungkook moved,blocking his way.
"Jimin we are going out to eat."
"Fuck you."
Jungkook stared at the other who had never bad mouthed him.he could tell Jimin was irritated.
"Don't be silly let's eat,"
"Are you fucking deaf?I decide what I do and I don't want to eat."
Now Jungkook knew he'd done wrong to the smaller but he wasn't going to let him ruin his health.
"Come on..," he grabbed Jimins arm but instead of the aimiable male he was used to a fiery devil appeared.
"You don't get to do anything with me," Jimin said lashing out at Jungkooks chest.
"Hey! Calm down!"
"I won't I hate you do you hear I hate you both for treating me like shit there are kinder ways of letting people know they irritate you or they need to make a change, but you both involved everyone, I can see the way they all look at me now, I'm trying to get better and slimmer, do you think I can't see I don't fit in!!" Jimin screamed at him.
"Jimin god no..., you do fit in and you ARE NOT FAT!!!"
Jimin turned to the wall mirror shaking in anger and misery," look...,look see it's there in front of you I see it every day!!" He picked up a fake microphone they practised with and went to throw it at the mirror but two strong arms wrapped around him holding his arms down trying to calm him.
"Jimin please have you never done anything wrong in your life? I'm guilty of potentially letting Tae get out of hand but nothing else, if you think your fat then you must think I'm gross?"
"Oh sure, you know your not it's me that people picked on at school and even now...."
"Jimin look in the mirror at both of us what do you see?"
Jimin stared at them both but didn't understand what Jungkook meant.
"Well?"
"What it's just you and me so?"
"And who is bigger?"
"Well......" Jimin looked really looked.
Beside Jungkook he seemed small and delicate, the other was taller and muscular .
"Am I fat Jimin?"
"Nooooo..."
"But I'm wider than you?"
"But that's your muscles..."
"So it's not fat ?"
"No I told you........."
Jimin then understood..., how could he call himself fat what an earth was he thinking?
"But I......, I looked...."
"You heard something it brought back old memories and triggered a response a wrong one."
Jimin reddened, he felt stupid was it really his fault though.
He walked to pack up his stuff, then turned.
"Ok I see me now..., but I blame you two,so let's just keep our distance unless it's work related, get your own ride back."
He walked out telling the security it was just him and left Jungkook staring after him wondering how he could repair the broken bridge.