𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓓𝓲𝓪𝓻𝔂...♡
As I am writing this, It's actually the 21st, but I had this shifting attempt yesterday. I am not adding dates to track how long I have been attempting, since every attempt is technically a successful shift since you're just shifting closer to your DR, but this is for the purpose of being able to look back once I have mastered shifting and I have achieved my goal!
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Yesterday, I attempted to shift to my waiting room. I did want to shift straight to one of my tv show-based DRs (such as my MHA DR or my Demon Slayer DR) but my scripts aren't finished, but I would like to try shifting straight to them since maybe I am more connected to those DRs than my waiting room, since my tv show-based DRs are where my comfort characters are.
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My routine before shifting was sort of more casual, but to be honest, I don't believe in having a big fancy routine, like sure it can help but I feel that I should make it known that some people have those longer routines because it raises THEIR vibrations, which are going to help you shift easier. If drinking a gallon of water before bed, taking a long bubble bath, doing all of your homework in one sitting, having a long skincare routine doesn't raise your vibrations but something else does, then do what makes you happy (but DO take care of yourself obviously, I'm not saying skincare and baths are stupid, I'm just saying you don't have to do those specific things in order to shift). Personally, I don't have an aesthetically pleasing bedroom, or a nice bathroom where I can just take forever in the bath and stuff, and I don't have the money for a giant skincare routine, so stuff like that doesn't raise my vibrations as much as it might for other people.❀⊱┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄⊰❀
I will say though, I do try to show myself some love before I shift. I like to thank the universe or whatever higher being is listening for the body that I, a consciousness, live in. I thanked my body for doing what I needed it to do, and regardless of my insecurities, I acknowledged that regardless of my body's "imperfections", it does what I need it to do. It sort of gives me closure since I like to affirm that I am detaching from my body when I shift. I know this is all easier said than done, but for me personally, it gives me peace and a sense of realness for a second. As much as I was doing this because I was about to shift, I felt untouched by society's impossible standards of what my body "should" look like, because for a moment, my body felt like it was mine, and not society's to control. Just thought I'd mention that, since I do struggle with body image and eating, and if this reaches anyone struggling with the same thing, I just wanted you to know that that body is yours. But back to shifting.
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It's honestly funny to me, because I put off the actual attempt for so long. Like I'll put on a funny TikTok compilation YouTube video to make me happy, and then I'll be like "Oh, one more while I finish reading my script!" and then I will be like "Oh one more before I meditate!" and then "One more before I attempt to shift!" and then before I know it, it's literally the middle of the night.
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I used the Julia Method last night, and I fell asleep affirming "I am", but I mean, as long as you have the intention to shift, which I did, then it's a valid shifting attempt, so don't worry that you haven't been attempting to shift this entire time because you've been falling asleep doing your method, or falling asleep doing your meditation. As long as the intent is there, that is literally all you need. I've heard about people falling asleep thinking about their DRs, and then waking up there, so I am telling you, intent is really all you need. When I woke up after sleeping for about 3 hours, I realised I was doing my method before I fell asleep, and so I kept my eyes closed and continued, and I felt tingly, but I decided to end my method and get up since it was around 4 AM, and I wanted to go on Pinterest. I didn't give up, I just decided I wanted to try again in a few days.
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Overall, I'm feeling quite good at the moment about shifting. I just remind myself who I am doing this for, which is for myself, and my comfort characters. God, I can't wait to see them oh my god, they saved me for real. I urge you to think about who you're doing this for to. Remember why you began your journey. DO NOT give up, you were introduced to shifting for a reason.
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gI love you, take care, and I'll see you again in a few days.
-Harley ♡
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