Love loss

PROALOGE;

Love is a great thing, i mean it's the best feeling to have. Everyone desevers to experience love some point in their life, it makes your grow as a person because with love comes other emotions. like pain for example. To have love you have to have pain, there's no way around it, it's just there.

But when you have love you can get over the pain and move on. you can be happy. i was happy, and in love.

My life has never been easy and when i fell in love i just thought i would work with it, for him. but i guess he had different ideas then mine. 

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WHAT HAPPENED TO MY LIFE!?

I was happy! I was so God damn happy and now.. it feels like my heart was ripped out of my chest, burned to ashes and stomped on by an elephant...

I just wonder... it bothers me , horrible things are supposed to happen to horrible people. I havent done anthing bad , i've lost so much in life and I didn't want this to be another thing. I understand that i'm not the nicest person there is out there but I didn't think I was that bad.

I guess people are telling the truth when they say;

KARMA'S A BITCH!