"Why do you make me feel this this way? You're not supposed to."
"Baby, I could make you feel even better."
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It’s only been an hour since Jimin left your house, leaving you alone and empty.
The only thing you can think about is the feeling that his lack is bringing to your soul. You already miss his soft touch, his warm body, his sweet kisses and the (sometimes) dirty words he has for you. The only thing you can think about is that, most likely, you won’t get a chance to feel those emotions again. You made Chimchimchim angry, and he’s not wrong for leaving like that after you told him yours was just a fuck. It wasn’t just a simple fuck for you, but you still have to try to believe it, because it can never be anything more. Until yesterday, you thought you were going to Jungkook’s to shut down everything you had with him, but now you want to go back with him to avoid thinking about Jimin. However, you realize you can’t play with people’s feelings at your will.
Flashback
"Mom! Why can't I play with Snoopy?" You cry.
"Love, this is a dog, not a robot. That's the reason why."
"And what about a dog?"
"He has a heart, just like you. He also likes to sleep sometimes, just like you." You dad was laughing in the kitchen while listening to your conversation.
"But I can wake him up!" You whine.
"Would you like to be waken up if you were him?" You shake your head. "He would get angry, and could bute you. You musn't play with anyone's feeling or needs, Y/n."
You pout, but you nod.
You understood.
Next day
You were going to Mr. Huening for your first consulation, a little bit worried because you actually told Jimin what he wanted you to tell him, but you also worsened your friendship with him. Not a great starting point.
"Hey Y/n! Come in. How are you?"
You sit on the chair in front of his desk. "I'm good."
"I'm your doctor, I can't help you if you lie to me."
"Okay, then, I just messed everything up with my best friend."
"See, you're still able to tell the truth."
"My problem is more about the feelings."
"Don't rush yourself. We're starting slow. Where is Jimin? Isn't he here with you?"
"He's not, told you I messed everything up."
"I don't think so." He smirks.
"What?" You ask.
"He's here." You turn your head, trying to see if your doctor called him.
