Our secret passion *Emmerdale*

Twenty one 🔥

Esme sat in her hospital room. She knew that she was getting out soon but she wanted to know that cain was okay. Esme blamed herself. She felt sick. She knew that cain had only ended up hurt because of her and it made her feel sick

Esme groaned as she walked out of her room. She walked into cains and sat next to his bed. She placed a hand on top of his and smiled as she looked to him

"I'm so sorry. This is my fault I never wanted you to get hurt" she said. She wiped away the tears from her eyes and sighed

She knew how it was all too much and she hated it. She knew that she wanted to make it work with cain but she knew that all that she felt was guilt over what had happened

She hated not knowing if he was going to be okay and not knowing if he would survive through it all. It did scare her. She ran her hands through her hair and sighed

"Hey there you are" grace said as she walked into the room and smiled as she looked to Esme and smiled

"I had to see him. This is my fault that he is here" she said

"You mean that mum did this, or you think that because you were seeing him. If mum did this or not it's not your fault. It was an accident and it looks as if he is going to pull through. You don't need to worry and I promise you that nothing is going to be okay" grace said as she smiled

Esme knew it was a mess and it wasn't easy and it scared her. All that she wanted was for cain to pull through this

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Esme groaned as she walked into the house. She looked to see Kim. The two of them held a look and she sighed. Her head was a mess and she didn't know if she even trusted her mum anymore after all that happened

Esme didn't know what to think and she didn't know if she trusted her mum. She had warned her to stay away from cain and then she had ended up in hospital

"Can we talk" Kim asked as Esme looked to her

"Why do you can put me back up in hospital" she said as Kim smiled

"I never did that. Look I was trying to tell you to stay away from him but I know you'd probably go into the car so I couldn't risk it. I never cut his breaks I swear. I am your mother and I have done a lot of things but I could never risk loosing you, putting you in danger" he said as she frowned

She was scared. She didn't know what to think

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Esme sat in her room and sighed. She was meant to be resting and she couldn't. She couldn't get her mind off of it

Esme couldn't help but think over Kim and what she said. Esme knew that it was a mess and she couldn't help but think if Kim hadn't done this then just who had tried to shut up cain and almost killed hef and Kim in the process?

All that Esme knew was that it was complicated