THE BIAS STORY

Boyfriends are shit

I'm not a morning person so getting up is as hard as life it's self. It's not mornings that are bad it's what's after mornings that are dreadful. Luckily coffee helps.

I put on a pot of coffee, and have a quick shower. The cold water on my bare skin , its so memorising. I put on a respectable dress. The coffee is ready so I put it into a travel mug. I got on a KTX and head for the office for my appointment.

The building towers me and leaves a shadow covering half of my face. I open the doors a wave of nervousness quickly washes over me when, a nice man quickly introduces the company and what they do. The same man leads me to an office. I'm shown a seat and I  sit down. The man who goes by J.Y. Park goes through my contract for the company.

The meeting went well I'd say I put in a good first impression. They said it would be awkward to change the groups contract but it isn't impossible. "Isn't impossible" I'm replaying that in my head over and over again. It's my only hope. There's a small chance of actually getting in I heard thousands of people applied for the job. A job I'm not completely sure is.

I'm starving after the appointment.
I'm thinking of a place to go to get some food. I finally decide on G-Dragon's Cafe Aewol Monsant. They food there is amazing. I'm a massive fan of their pizza.

I don't have a best friend who I can annoy with this news so I sit on my porch. In the rain. Honestly it's relaxing like really it is. If I did have a friend they probably wouldn't last a day, do I care though? No not really.
I get a text from my dad telling me he'll drop Kwan home after they get some dinner. Kwan is my son I had him at 16 he's almost 2 and my dad adores him. My dad takes Kwan out shopping quite regularly because of my job issue.

My dad opens the door with Kwan in his arms. Kwan can walk and talk fine but walking has never been an issue for him since my dad carries him everywhere.

Kwan didn't sleep great last night so neither did I. I put on a pot of coffee and get Kwan ready before my dad comes. I still want to look respectful today so I put on a pair of black jeans and a black jacket. I get on the KTX and head back to the building.

There's a different man at the front desk. The man leads me to one of the practice rooms. There's a pile of people on the floor. I can see 1-2-3-4-5-6-7 heads. One man turns around and looks at me. The man left as I can hear the latch on the door click.
The pile breaks as they all roll of the person at the bottom. Oh there's 8 of them. Could this day get any better it's stray kids. I feel so light headed like I'm going to faint.

"Hoi" echos a deep voice
I immediately stop staring and snap out of whatever stance I was in.

"Oh yeah hoi" says the man from the bottom of the pile. He brushes of the dust from his knees and chest. He walks over to me and reaches out his hand for me to shake it. I shake it. "I'm Bangchan or chan" he smiles. "Felix" squeals the one who had a deep voice but now his voice is really high pitch. "Changbin" says another flexing his muscles. "Hyunjin" laughs another one. "Lee minho" says another. "Seungmin" another says. "Jeongin" smiles another. "Han" says another slapping Lee minho's ass."What about you" seungmin says looking at me up and down, his facial expression not changing one bit. I swallow the air hoping I don't stutter.

"Jeta"

They all smile back at me like they were hoping my name wasnt disgusting. I already knew their names but I let then have their fun. "Jeta were meeting up monday wear something comfortable that you can workout in" chan says.

I'm at home with Kwan. My father just left so I'm cleaning up after dinner.

There's a knock on the door. I leave the plate in the sink and go and open the door. I leave the chain on just in case. I open the door to see who's there. It's Hyeon. Kwans father and mupy charming boyfriend. I close the door to take of the chain as soon as I reopen the door he meets me with a soft passionate kiss.
Hyeon follows me to the kitchen to were I was cleaning. He looks at the three plates still on the table. "Was someone else here?" He asks inspecting the plate. "No why" I return. He pins me to the cabinet, his fist beside my throat. "You'd tell me if someone was here wouldn't you" he whispers into my hair. I nod vigorously. He turns his head to kwan who is looking directly at us. Hyeon puts his fist behind his back then turns back and punches me straight in the eye. I could hear and feel the squelch that my eyeball made.You slut" he screams at me slamming the door against the wall. Little chunks of the wall fall to the floor. I hear him slam the front door after him and his cars engine drive away. I turn to kwan who's now crying I sit down beside him and gently rub his hair with my thumb. He eases.

I get up to get us both a drink when I look in the glass of the oven. The whole right side of my face is swollen and the bastard gave me a black eye. Not to mention the blood trinkling down the side of my face."eomma" Kwan sniffles. "Yes" I say still trying to ease the swelling around my eye.

"Is appa a bad person"
"No he's just his own person"

I feel bad for lying to him about his father; But who the fuck tells their child that their father is an asshole.