Hope we will see us in heaven again

Felix pov:

It was just another Monday as always but I was going to meet my best friend.

Han Jisung, that was his name.

He was the best that could happen to me.

He was a sunshine.

He even got my little sister Olivia presents even though she sadly never gave him some. She hates the fact that she never did.

Well back to the topic.

I walked to his house and finally I was there.

He opened the door and I got in.

We had a great time, a really great time but then...

Then we argued over something and I left his house.

We had no contact for a few days and then his mother called me.

She told me that he was missing since yesterday.

My heart skipped for a minute and then I started to cry my lungs out.

Of course I didn't go to school that day.

A few hours later my sister and a friend of her got home.

I called her in the room and she came.

I told her that my best friend Jisung was missing and she also started crying.

She liked him very much.

After that she and her best friend went to the City to eat something and drink Bubble Tea.

The nex day was.

No news from my best friend.

Another day passed without any news of Jisung.

Then the police came and asked me a few things, of course I answered all of them truthfully.

I never cried so much.

Again days passed without any news of my best friend.

I still had hope though.

But well all my hope was gone when I got a call.

I shouted and my family came.

Together we listened to the person who spoke through the phone.

It was Jisung's mother.

My heart broke into millions of pieces when I heard what she said with a crying voice.

My best friend Jisung, is dead.

He got murdered brutally with a knive.

The murderer was so dumb that he left the knive next to Jisung's lifeless body.

But sadly he wore gloves.

No one knew who could have murdered him.

But my life changed since that day.
I always had a lot of breakdowns every day but I mean who wouldn't?

My best friend was dead.

He left the World before I could  even apologise to him.

Does he hate me now ?

I should have apologised to him sooner.

Is it my fault that he is dead ?

My family said it isn't.

But is it really not my fault ?

In the next time my sister Olivia would always sing Talking to the moon by Bruno Mars with tears in her eyes.

I couldn't hear it.

That made me just sad but I guess she needed to sing it because it reminded her of Jisung.

You should know, she takes singing lessons and one time her music school had an open-door day.

Our family, me and my best friend Jisung went there to support her.

And what should I say ?

Jisung was very proud of her.

That's why she loves that song so much.

I just remember all the times with him.

The best times of my life.

I just want Jisung back, right by my side.

But that's something I can't have.

A few weeks later, his Burial was.

His family, me, my family and his other friends cried so much that day.

The next day when the Burial was over I went to his grave again.

Then a few weeks later they got a hint who could have murdered him and then they had some suspects.

But soon after, there was only one left.

He always denied it but all of the indicative said something else.

The trial went ahead but he was soon thrown in jail.

Now it was half a year ago  that Jisung was murdered.

I am still crying every day but every day life went back to how it used to be but of course all without Jisung.

Now I can hear Talking to the Moon again and all of the Songs we heard together when he was still alive.
 
Also my sister wrote  and produced a  Song  in memory of him, it's one of my favourite Songs now.

I miss him a lot.

He has a precious place in my heart and no one will ever take that Spot.

I love you my dear best friend and I hope we will see us in heaven again <3

~The End~