My Ex, My Fiancee

Fresh air had dampen my  face and got my mind mild in serenity as birds sang along - could not agree more of a loveliness which had been served that day. In vaguely I saw a tall guy walked towards me, a simple smile sketching on his face as he came closer

"Harry!" I jumped out  my porch and ran to his open arms

"How's life?" the smell of citrus and woods fused with his gentle motions, felt homely.

"Great sweetheart, life's been treating me good." still he hugged me tightly

"Look at this girl!" he let go and gazed at me for some times

 "She gets prettier!" and finally words came out with a wide smile, I couldn't hide my shyness and smile, I felt flattered.

"And you surely get  more handsome" I gave him a compliment, made sure I got my balance - he replied with another smile though.

There must have been something went on his mind, like a felicity swirled around him but covered in secrecy. Has Niall got someone new to hold? I thought for awhile.

"No.. That's not Niall's new girl!" he broke the silence awkwardly like he was reading my mind.

"I don't even care." I smirked clumsily

"Where's the others?" I managed to change the topic

"Dani and El are going to bar, Liam and Lou are playing billiard, Zayn is with Perrie, you know ..." he paused

"I love you Zayn"

"I love you more, Perrie." imitated Perrie's and Zayn's voice

"Then they kiss." he continued, I laughed so hard that I couldn't stop as he raised his eyebrows and hands.

"Believe me, they do that a lot!" he laughed afterwards. Harry turned his face to see a guitar lied on my porch floor - I wasn't really sure who placed it there. "May I play it?" he pointed at that guitar

"Sure! Play a song for me!" I asked

 "Awesome. What song?" he asked me as he fetched the guitar and sat on chair.

 "Bleeding Love, please!" I said.

"All right, come closer then!" he called

He started to play a string.. "I keep bleeding, yeah keep keep bleeding in love, you got me losing my mind.. " he sang so lively that I could feel my blood rushed beneath my skin

"That's all I know.. " he laughed softly, "That was.... GREAT!" my eyes flickered in amazed

"Can you teach me?" I begged

Without words hepassed me the guitar. "Wah, that's not how to hold a guitar" He took a seat beside me then managed my hands and gesture. He started to hold my fingers and tried to fit it into guitar, patiently he taught me. "So, that was C. Try again" he said. I kept my eyes and my concentrationon each string that I nearly forgot everything, not until a cold hand grasped my wrist and  pulled the guitar abruptly.

"What do you think you're doing?!?!" Harry sounded so furious,

Since this person pulled my hand and brought me upstairs, I couldn't get my vision clear - flickered and my head spun. His grip was so tight, felt indignant, worried and tough. He pushed me firmly to the wall.

"Niall!?" I shocked

"Yes, this is me!" his eyes looked at me emotionally and unbearable  

"Why did you do such things!? couldn't you act normal?" I pushed him away and rubbed my shoulder

"You've hurted my back and wrist." I tried to manage my heart which bumped heavily - he turned away.

"But it will never give so much harms. Don't you know that my heart aches so bad?!" He yelled as he came a little closer.

"What are you talking about?!"

"You played guitar with Harry! I must be the one who teach and play with you" he replied

I laughed awkwardly tocover my calamity ,  "Who do you think you are?"

"I am Niall James Horan" he got closer and closer caused my heart to beat intensely "You're not my boyfriend. So, it's none of your bussiness" I took my step to go, tried chill up the heat - my feet trembled as I moved away. He caught my hand swiftlyto pull meinside his tender arms, somehow he gave me peace but burn my doubts at the same time... that he was a luster emotion who lit your home  - heart.

"I can be your boyfriend again, so I won't see another boys come to teach or play guitar with you." by his shivering voice I could feel that he really meant it, vaguely but true... I felt my heart stop beating. "I'm gonna teach you everyday and I'm gonna give you an extra" he continued

"I dont need a music's tutor" I coldy ignored his sincerity

"But you need me" he whispered, tried to make sure.

"No,"

"You lie." he was right.

"I have never liedto you!You were the only one who lied a lot." I stated bravely "Lies which made  both of us breaking." I pushed him away, managed not to catch a glimpse with his innocent eyes. "I'm sorry, I regret it so much babe." he looked at me deeply like he didn't want his chance to slip away.

"I didn't mean to, but, it was..."

"Was what?!" I cut his wordsabruptly, I didn't need any explanations.

"I  don't need an explanation. Just let me go!"

Everything about him was overwhelming, set your mind easily.. he made it clear about things he wanted you to feel, like he was your destiny and doom. "No. Please forgive me, please." he begged.

"It's not your fault, it's a fate."

"The fate is; we are made for each other" he insisted "I'm sorry I just can't, Niall." I tried to hold tears in my eyes as hard as I could.. But I couldn't. My tears just melted, flashback to how he has ever let  me feel - things that shouldn't happen but it happened.

"I'm sorry for making you cry, like this ..." He shed my tears

"At the time when you left, I realized, my world has stopped going. I tried to forget you, by flirting with another girls, get drunk," he mold a long pause, holding wordsas he feared to say something stupid. "But, all of it, made no change. Since that time, I found out that you're my princess. Forever. This is not the part of flirting, I hope you wanna back. For me" he knelt. He burned my loneliness, healed my scars and rhymed as Histoire tirée d'un jardin.

"Don't waste your tears for me. It's useless, princess" he continued

In his arms I feel more natural and I'd love to die in his arms - tough and yet comfortable and lively. A completeness of his jaw line, expressive eyes and a child's smile, genuinely.. his complete self.

"Will you marry me?" on his knee he asked "You don't even get a ring for me.." I laughed softly

"I do." he pulled out a ring from branches which we both made when we were 10 years old.

"This!" I blasted in happiness and amazed

"So??" he asked again

"You know the answer, Niall" I replied "I just wanna heard it from you.." he teased "I want to marry you, Niall James Horan."

 "Say it, out loud. Let the whole London hear it , baby..."

"I WANNA MARRY YOU NIALL JAMES HORAN" I screamed.

"Loud enough, thanks. I LOVE *YOUR NAME* SO MUCH!" Then he rose up tokiss me passionately, we let the sky to see how we become us.

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