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Chapter 18

<>Continuing of chapter 17<>

I grabbed the envelope I just read and the letter in one hand and began to sprint towards the stairs.

I quickly made my way up to my room and once I entered I saw what Harry had explained in the letter.Lying on my bed was a beautiful blue dress that I bought a couple of years ago.he must have gone through my closet and found a dress he liked. I picked it up in my hands after setting the letter and envelope on my bed,analyzing every beautiful thing about it.

Running my hands along the soft silky fabric and analyzing every inch of it. I've owned this dress for a while now but I don't even remember wearing it once.

I looked at the ground to see that the dress was pouring into it.I was excited to try this beautiful dress on so I wasted no more time.i set the dress down and began to strip from my wet bathing suit I was wearing,Drying off the remaining water from my skin with a towel had in my room.Then I put on a pair of thin underwear and a strapless bra.As I was adjusting my bra to my liking I heard a quiet movement by my door, and on the other side of the closed door, I heard Harry's big feet trying to quietly run back down the hallway.

I looked at the floor by the door and saw yet another little note.This one however wasn't in an envelope and it was a lot smaller than the others. I walked over to the closed door and picked up the little note. It read....

You have plenty of time to get ready so there's no need to rush:) I will knock on your door when it's time for the last part of your day so wait here :)
-H

After reading the note I set it down on my desk and continued getting ready.

Seconds later I picked up the beautiful blue dress and stepped inside of it.

Pulling at the top,I let the dress slide up my body and wrap around me.surrounding me in a blue ocean of fabric,I pulled the straps over my shoulders and zipped up the back with ease.I wasn't surprised to see that the dress fit me well.The "v" shaped bodice held my breast in place and was tight around the top of my torso.The rest of the dress flowed down to the floor but it was the perfect length.You couldn't see my legs or feet but it wasn't so long that I would trip over it.

I walked over to my full body mirror to see the complete image.i was blown away at my appearance yet again.The dress looked amazing and I felt beautiful for the first time in forever.No more tear stained cheeks or messy hair for me.

At that moment while looking at myself in the mirror I realized I still had plenty of time to get ready.I could do much better than this!

I then grabbed my ponytail that rested on my head and gently pulled out the ponytail holder,letting my loose curls fall onto my shoulders and onto my back.

This made my whole appearance look ten times better.Now I was getting excited.I decided to leave the mirror and go to my closet where I had a pile of shoes sitting at the bottom and covering the floor.I searched through the messy pile of mix matched shoes till I found a pair of silver flats.it didn't really matter what color my shoes were since you couldn't see my feet but I thought these went well so I slipped them on and walked to my vanity. I haven't been wearing makeup lately as I didn't really need my appearance to be particularly astounding but I wanted to feel good about myself and I wanted Harry to think I looked good too so I decided to do my makeup.

I sat down at my little chair and looked deeply into the vanity mirror.i imagined what I could look like compared to what I looked like now.theres nothing wrong with the way I looked now,at least I didn't think there was,I just wanted to wear makeup because I like wearing makeup and I haven't in a long time.I mean if there's a way to boost your confidence, use it! Right?