"Why do you make me feel this this way? You're not supposed to."
"Baby, I could make you feel even better."
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One year later
"Are you done playing with your chick pyjamas?" You ask your boyfriend.
"Why should I? Look at me! I'm so cute, don't you think?" He continues to laugh while dancing, he almost seems a kid.
"Remember you said you wanted to have kids with me in the future?"
"Mh? What about it?" He suddenly stops smiling.
"You'd probably be a kid I have to grow too." You smile, reassuring him. You know you're wrong.
"Come on, you don't really think what you're saying. Anyway, have you talked to doctor Huening? What did he say?"
"He said I'm okay. And I too think I am. I don't write on my diary anymore, since I have you and the guys I can talk to."
He comes and hugs you tight. "You were great, baby." He leaves a peck on your forehead. "Wanna know what you deserve as an award?"
"What do I deserve?" You still have your head in his chest.
"I wrote a song for you."
"You really did?" You look surprised, really.
"Well, Jungkook helped me a bit...he wanted to make you happy since he couldn't be there for your birthday...but I did most of the work." He seems proud of it.
"Sing then."
"What should I say? And how should I deliver it?
I’m just clumsy I know that it’s obvious, but I’ll deliver these words
So they’re not taken lightly...
I hope you become happier
Whenever I tripped and fell, the one who reached out their hand to me was you
I say oh oh now I’ll be the one to hold you
When you want to cry
So you won’t trip and fall
Even after time passes eill you remain the same?
Like when we first met
If we are together,
Just like we were then-
When even the desert could become a sea
I say oh oh I sincerely hope we are forever
In the cold winter, the one who was like a warm spring day to me was you
I say oh oh I’ll always cherish them-
Those moments that filled what’s between you and me
Baby don’t leave
By my side just stay yeah
So I can give back just how much I’ve received so I can keep my word to you,
who saw me to be greater than my tiny little self
Don’t worry
By your side just stay yeah
Because we don’t know which days await us,
Though it’s scary, though we’re afraid
Never forget that we’re together
I know that it’s obvious, but I’ll deliver these words
So they’re not taken lightly."
Once the song is over, you start crying.
"One day I'll marry you, Jimin-ah." You tell him through your tears.
