Little did I know - Jin X Reader || Jin ff ||

#52 Insecurities

You stood in front of the mirror, holding up your t-shirt. You looked at your belly with stretch marks and your body a little chubby. Your mind was flooding with bad thoughts as you sighed. You moved to the attached balcony in your bedroom, trying to compose yourself.

You flinched as you heard a voice.
Seokjin : Hiii honey~

He said as he stood beside you, cheerful as always.
Y/n : H-Hey.

You tried to hide the tears in your eyes by looking away but he noticed.

Seokjin : Honey, are you okay?

Y/n : I'm all fine...don't worry Seokjin-ah.

You fake smiled.

Seokjin : No somethings wrong...tell me what's bothering you-

Y/n : It's nothing Seokjin.
You tried to walk away but he pulled you back by your hand. You hands landed on his chest.

Seokjin : Tell me Y/n...
He said staring into your eyes. You always felt intimidated seeing his stern side. A tear fell down your eye.

His eyes immediately softened as he cupped your cheeks.

Seokjin : Honey-
You started to cry siliently. He looked at you with concern as he hugged you tightly. Your sobs got louder with time as he felt even more worried.

Seokjin : Shhhhhhhh....it's alright. Look I'm here with you... Whatever it is I'll make it right okay... Don't cry hun....

He made you sit on the bed and got you a glass of water. You gulped the whole glass of water sitting on the bed. He sat in front of you on his knees as he held both of your hands.

Seokjin : Honey, I'm worried about you...pls tell me what's wrong.

You took a deep breath and decided to open up to him.

Y/n : I-I just don't feel confident enough Seokjin. My body isn't the same. Look at me...I look fat and I have stretch marks on my belly. I-I don't look pretty anymore. And on the top of that, I'm scared. What if you leave me because of this? I-I just-

You couldn't speak anymore and started to sob again keeping your head low.

He hugged you again.

Seokjin : Who said that you don't look pretty huh? Looking at you right now...you are still the most beautiful girl I've ever met, and even if you gain more weight, you'll still be the same for me. And about your stretch marks....

He picked up your t-shirt.

Seokjin : These symbolize how amazing you are. You gave birth to our beanies and have been talking care of them, you are soo strong my love. Amd to be honest...you look even more Sexy with these.

You smiled hearing him.

Seokjin : Honey, my love is not this weak to even consider leaving you for such a lame reason. I have told you earlier, I don't love you cuz I like your body...I like your body cuz I love you.

He said as he kisses your stretch marks.
He looked at your face wiping your tears. You hugged him again.

Y/n : Thank you Seokjin...

Seokjin : For what?

Y/n : For loving me.

Seokjin : Huh? Why are you thanking me? I shud be the one to thank you for accepting my love and giving me a beautiful family.

You flashed him a wide smile.

Seokjin : Gosh look at your cheeks! I want to nom nom them so bad~

He said as he bit your cheek gently, placing an open mouth kiss on it. You giggled.

Y/n : Are beanies asleep?

Seokjin : Yeah they must be in a deep slumber already. And thinking about that, they won't wake up before 3-4 hours. So we both can...you know?...

He said leaning towards you. He hovered over you making you lay down on the bed.

Y/n : I love you jinnie.

Seokjin : I love you too, now lemme show my love to you.

He said and started to kiss you.
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You both spent a beautiful night together. He expressed aa his love for you through his actions.

You realized that his love for you was far more than just your body, his love was true...

Tbc....