My savior

One

Your pov:
I was getting coffee when my phone rang. It was Elle so I answer it. "Hey what you doing right now?" Elle asked "I'm getting coffee, you?" "Nothing i just got home I was wondering if you'd want come over ? we could watch a movie or something" "yeah that sounds great you want me to get you some coffee?" "No I'm okay thank you" I grab my coffee and start walking to my car. "Okay I'll be over in-" I stopped mid sentence because I heard a gun shot from the other side of the phone. I stopped walking and dropped my coffee on the ground. Causing it to splash on the ground getting all over my shoes. "ELLE? Elle are you okay?" There was silence on the phone. "Elle hello answer me" tears were running down my face and my heart was racing. "ELLE! ELLE!"

This can't be happening.

I woke up and sat up in my bed trying to catch my breath. Tears were streaming down my face. I was having a nightmare again. It's been a week since Elle died. Nothing was the same without her. I feel empty and cold.

We were getting a new agent today. Her name is Emily prentiss. I'm pissed that there replacing Elle so soon. It's been a week and there already replacing her like she was nothing. I roll my eyes to the thought of a new agent.

I get out of bed and head to the bathroom. I take off my baggy t shirt and boxers. I get hop into the shower the warm water raining down on me. I wash my hair body and face. I get out and dry myself getting dressed in today's outfit. I brush my teeth and put on some light makeup. I look into the mirror.

Wow I look like shit even with makeup on.

I've been crying every damn night. My eyes are sore and puffy.

On the way to the bau I stop for some coffee.

I get to the bau hop into the elevator. When I get out I walk over to Elle's picture on the wall and stare at it trying to hold back tears. jj sees me and walks over. She puts her hand on my shoulder. "How are you doing y/n?" jj asked softly. I look at her with glossy eyes. She pulls me into a hug. I take a deep breath because I don't want to start crying. Penelope and Spencer walk over to us. We all stand there in silence looking at Elle's picture.

It's not fair. I wish it was me.

"How do you guys feel about the new agent?" Spencer asks. Pulling me out of my thoughts. "its not fair it's too soon" I say as a tear falls down my cheek. I immediately wipe it away. "I agree with y/n" Penelope says "I know but we have to give a chance it's not her fault" jj says "speaking of the new agent here she is" Spencer says looking behind him. We all look behind us and stare out her. "She looks nice" jj says I look back at Elle's picture "but she's not Elle" I say. "Should we go meet her?" Spencer says "you guys can I'm not" I say "come on y/n you'll have to at some point" jj says "fine" I roll my eyes.

We all walk over to her. "Hello I'm Spencer Reid you must be Emily prentiss" "guilty" Emily says "welcome to the team im Penelope Garcia" Penelope says and gives Emily a big hug. "Hi I'm Jennifer Jareau but you can call me jj" jj says with a smile and shakes Emily's hand. "Y/f/n Y/l/n" you say coldly shaking her hand. "Nice to meet you guys" Emily says with a smile.

We walk in to the glass doors and hotch immediately pulls us in for a case.  " two six year old girls Molly viess and Lucy smith were found dead and another six year old Melissa rich was reported abducted since this morning at 7 am"  "well the unsub definitely has a type there all blonde with brown eyes" Derek says "it says here that died 3 days after they were taken so Melissa has a chance if we work fast" I say. "Yes we do everyone wheels up in 30" hotch says.

I feel asleep on the jet only to have another nightmare.

I hang up the phone and get in my car to race to Elle's apartment. I call hotch " hotchner" I start talking so fast he couldn't understand me "woah woah slow down y/n I can understand what your saying" I take a deep breath then start again "hotch I think Elle's been shot I was on the phone with her and I heard a gun shot I'm heading over to her apartment right now" I say with tears streaming down my face. I press on the gas. "Y/n I'm gonna call 911 but if Elle's been shot I don't think it's safe for you to go to her apartment the shooter could still be there" "I don't care I need to help her" I hang up.

I get to her apartment. The door was hanging wide open. I see Elle bleeding out the floor. "ELLE!" I run over to her. I press on her wound to stop the bleeding. "Y/n" elle said weekly. "Shh it's okay don't talk your gonna be okay the police are on there way" I'm crying uncontrollably.  Elle closes her eyes "no no no Elle stay awake don't you die on me" "goodbye y/n" Elle whispers "Elle it's not your time yet your going to be okay"  Elle closes her eyes again. "Elle please stay awake I can't lose you" Elle goes limp "NO NOOO ELLE PLEASE WAKE UP"

The paramedics arrive. "She won't wake up please you have to save her" I say still having my hands over her wound. The paramedics check her pulse. "She doesn't have a pulse how long did she stop breathing?" "Uhh 10 minutes but you can still save her YOU CAN SAVE HER RIGHT?" "Ma'am I'm sorry to tell you this but she's gone she dead ma'am" NO NOOOOO"

"Y/n, y/nn" jj says she's standing in front of me. I jolt awake jj pulls me into a hug and a single tear leaves my eye. jj cuffs my face and wipes away my tear. I look around to see everyone staring at me including Emily we make i contact then I look away. "You guys can stop staring at me now I'm fine" everyone concerned looks but goes back to what there doing. I just stare out the window for a little bit. Emily walks over and sits across from me. I don't bother to look at her.

Maybe I ignore her she won't talk to me.

"Hey" she's says

Well there goes that.

I look up at her  she smiles at me. I don't say anything. "How are you doing? I know you don't know me and all but I just uh" she pauses trying to make sure she chooses the right words. "I'm here if you want to talk about anything" she smiles again I roll my eyes "I don't want to talk about it and especially not with you" I say coldly and get up from my seat to sit next to jj.

Who does think she is? Just come in here replace Elle and try to be all besties with me? I don't even know her.  Why does she care?