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Chapter 19

"Emma!" I heard my name ring through the house.

"What" I yelled from my room.Projecting my voice loud enough for Harry to hear from downstairs.

"Wanna cuddle?" I heard him ask. I could imagine him smirking at his own cute words which made me smile.

I didn't waste anytime answering as a smile grew on my lips.Of course I wanted to cuddle.

I left my bedroom and walked down the stairs till I reached the living room.

Once there, I saw Harry sitting on the couch with his arms open wide.

"Come here." He said motioning me over.

I walked to him and once I was standing right in front of him,he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me into his lap.he had his feet elevated onto the coffee table and I was sitting sideways on the couch with my butt in his lap and my legs spread across the rest of the couch.

"How have you been" he looked at my face and grinned.

"Good" I giggled. Obviously he knew how I've been...I've been in the same house as him the whole time.

"Wanna make out?" He asked randomly

My eyes blew out of my head at his bold move.
"Umm s-sure." I giggled

I barely got to get out those words because Harry grabbed me by the cheek and pushed his lips against mine. I was thrown off guard at first but then I started getting into it.his hot touch on my cheek and another hand on my thigh. His wet lips against mine and his warm tongue swiftly making its way into my mouth. I don't know what came over him but this kiss had so much passion and it didn't seem like he was in the mood for just cuddling anymore (not that we ever started). He was making quick movements with his mouth and only taking seconds to breath.Damn he must have been horny.

"I love you" he said in a deep voice.his hot breath blowing against my already tired lips.

"I love you too" I smiled, panting from being out of breath.our lips collided again and it was even faster than before,which I didn't think was possible.suddenly a quiet moan escaped his lips and he continued kissing me.i could tell he was turned on by this because I felt his hard bulge grow under me. I was also getting turned on by this so I started to get into it.i continued kissing him but then I stopped momentarily.i softly brushed my lips against his then caught his bottom lip between my teeth.I smirked in the process before letting it go and watching his lip bounce back into place. He smiled a dark smile before attacking my lips again with his.

He swiftly swiped his moist tongue across my bottom lip,making it wet and hot,before he continued to attack my mouth.

"Harry" I moaned quietly into his mouth.How is he so good at this?

Once those words left my mouth Harry pushed me completely on my back and he was hovering over me. We stopped kissing once he started this action which left me lying on my back and looking directly at the beautiful human being on top of me.his brown curls hanging down from his head and a grin covering his pink lips which were now a little puffy and wet.all too quickly he dipped his head down and kissed me very softly on the lips.this surprised me a little,as it was a dramatic change from what we were doing before.

Then he said those beautiful words again.

"I love you so much." He whispered again as he ran his soft fingers along my cheek.his cold metal ring also ran across my hot skin making me shiver.

I was about to repeat his words but then his head went straight to my neck and he started sucking.

My mood quickly changed once he starts this and something didn't feel right. I was quickly getting uncomfortable.really uncomfortable.harry could obviously tell some thing was up because he stopped quickly and looked at my face in confusion.

"You okay?" He asked

"Umm, yeah I'm fine." I managed to say.

"Good." He said before kissing my neck again.

I was still shifting a little and I was in no position to be getting pleasure from this.suddenly a horrible image popped into my head.The grown man.Hot and sweaty.Grabbing me by the waist and leaving disgusting wet marks along my neck.Very similar to what Harry was doing.I remember how the man stuck his hands down my pants and left marks on my neck that I never wanted.All these horrible memories flooding my mind and I hated it! I wanted to scream but I felt as though I couldn't. I tightly shut my eyes and tried to get the mans face out of my brain but I couldn't.

I can't.

As I imagined these things, I made a involuntary, uncomfortable whine sound before I grabbed Harry's hair and yanked his head away from my neck.I didn't even realize what I was doing but I couldn't continue this.

"Please get off of me." I said so quiet and weak as I felt the tears coming.

"Emma? What's wrong" Harry asked sounding concerned as he rubbed the part of his hair I yanked at.

"please, just get off!" I yelled a lot louder than I meant to. I ended up pushing Harry's chest away and squirming out from under him. I got off the couch as quickly as I could before running for the stairs.

"Emma!" I heard Harry scream.

I didn't reply as I ran away from him and towards my room.tears brimming my eyes as I ran and my vision slowly getting worse.

I hate this.

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