A Little Too Much ( Shawn Mendes)

Night Changes

 I sang along with Fifth Harmony as they sang there song's i watched in aww of Camilla Cabello as she belt out the high note in Ms. 'Movin on' I love that song. I sung along to some of The Vamps' in, honestly, i wasn't always fond of their music but if you sit down and listen to it you will grow to love it. i almost Fainted when they welcomed  Shawn Mendes to the stage " Oh. My. God" I said as he walked across the stage " i know right?" Alex said as he came to a halt right in front of us. It isn't strange considering we're dead center " Hey guys" he greeted, the entire crowd erupted in cheer. He looked across the front row, and my  heart stopped when his eyes landed on mine. i could die right now and be the happiest girl on earth. he continued down the front row until his face broke into a smile, i followed his eyes and smiled when i saw what he saw,  Aaliyah, his little sister, she looked around the front row as well, i wave at her, seeing as no one else is paying any attention to her, all of there eyes are glued on Shawn. She smiles wide and waves back, i always admired Aaliyah, she's so pretty and talented. " I love it when you just don't care" He sang beautifully i was captivated by his voice, i couldnt move, or take my eyes off of him, i absent minededly sang along to all of his songs. When he was done he said his farewell and again searched the front row, this time going straight to Aaliyah, but i was surprised when again he looked at me, this time he smiled and waved. i almost fainted " OH. My. Fucking. God" Alex and I said in unison we turned to each and began jumping up and down excitedly. Ten minutes later Austin came on, and suddenly i had to pee " hey im gonna go to the bathroom, i'll be back" i said to Alex as i stood up, grabbing my things. she nodded.

                                I then walked away from my seat towards an exit i saw, i went through the exit and found a long corridor,'oh no, you couldn't have just asked for help' i continue down the long hall way, i turn the corner and lose my balance, falling back wards, i brace my self for the fall but it never came, suddenly i felt the arms that were rapped around me in a vice like grip, i peeked my eyes open, hoping that i haven't bumped into security, and almost wish i had once i see who's holding me.  The Shawn Mendes " you okay, im so sorry, i should have watched where i was going" he sad as he helped me to a standing postiion " no. its my fault, i bet im not supposed to be back here any way" i said cooly, when on the inside i was a screaming mess " yea may i ask what your doing, i saw you in the crowd" he said " im looking for the rest room" i said as i stared at his 6'1 stature, i gaze up at him as he stares down me, im only 5'8. " oh. follow me, i think the Lady's room is this way, but if we cant find it im sure the girls wont mind allowing you to use there's" he said " thank you" i responded. " i saw you in the crowd, when you waved at my sister, some girls tried to talk to her but they weren't genuine about, they only saw her after they realized who she was and what she could offer, but you were genuine, you let her enjoy the show. Thank you" said the Canadian sex god " No problem" i said as i we turned a long narrow corner " here you can use 5th harmony's rest room" he said. he knocked on the door and Lauren opened the door " hey Shawny what do you need? Oh i am so sorry, i didnt see you there " she said as she noticed me standing idly by Shawn " uhm i was wondering if my friend..." he said ,turning to look at me once he realized he didn't know my name" Mariah" i said, although i am a huge fan  of his, doesnt mean we're friend's although i do hope we can be. " yea. i wanted to know if Mariah can  use your bathroom?" he asked innocently " sure. right there" she said. i stepped into the room and almost had a panic attack. sitting around the room in a relaxed mannor are the members of fifth Harmony and The Vamps, joined by Nash Grier and Cameron Dallas, " Oh jeez" i say and suddenly the urge to pee is no longer there, and i feel my self falling, and arms snake around my waist.

                                " Dude, she's out cold, " i heard a voice i recognized as Nash' " Mariah. Mariah honey, i need you to wake up" some one said, i slowly opened my eyes and they all visibly relaxed " are you all right?"  Brad asked, his accent thick.is it bad that i might actually start crying, this over whelming " i . Cant . Breath" i say between wheezes  " oh my god i think she's having an anxiety attack, " Normani yell's as i sit up and begin panting and weezing as tears stream down my face " M-my . Chest. Hurt's" i sob " guy's what do i do?" yells Shawn as he kneels in front of me " make her stop breathing, the oxygen flowing to her brain Make it stop" Said Normani as she rub's my back and Dinah whispers soothing words into my ears. before i could process it Shawn grabbed my head and attached his lips to mine. My eyes opened reflexively and my arms rap around his neck as i deepen the kiss. i am the first to pull away, since i couldn't breath " oh my god. are you alright? you scared the hell out of me"  Cameron said as he rapped his arms around me, as if we have known each other for year's " im fine Cam. guys im sorry, its just, this is very over whelming, needless to say im a big fan and oh my god, the Shawn Mendes kissed me. What is air?" i said, breaking into my fan girl habits towards the end. The room erupted in laughter and i realized what i had said " i mean- um - i'm gonna go now" i said as i stood up " why? you arent the first girl embarrass her self in front of us. im surprised you lasted this long. by the way. im a fan" Nash said, making me sit back down in my spot. " breath. breath. oh my" i said as i processed his words . The Hamilton Nash Grier, watches my video's " should i kiss her this time? " Cameron asked, making my eyes widen " now your playing with my emotions " i said, once i got my breathing in order " can i get pictures because i swear no one will believe me once I tell them this" i said, standing up and flattening out my skirt " of course darlin'  " Shawn said, and to quote Olga from 'Hey Arnold' "Hey made my women hood quiver' " if I were to die tomorrow i would be happy" i said, taking out my phone " nice case " Cameron said. I went around the room getting pictures with everyone until i got to Shawn " what pose do you want princess?"  "I want a kiss" I said, I assumed that he understood on the cheek " ok, let me hold the camera "he said, but once his lips were pressed to mine i understood he didn't, and i didn't wanna push him away. Multiple cameras flashed along with mines. 

                                         " So Mariah.... did you enjoy your self? " Shawn ask's we sit on a couch, separate from the others " Yes Shawn I did. although I didn't get to watch- Oh shit Alex, oh my god,my friend i met her today and i left her there, im gonna text her and tell her where I am  " i said as i typed away on my I phone, I explained the situation and she wasn't even angry. Surprised? Yes. Jealous? Yes. Suddenly the door opens and in walks a sweaty Austin, he doesn't even notice my presence he walks straight to Camilla and kisses her square on the lips, he gives a shocked expression once he see's me "it's not-  who?- why-" I cut him off " it's ok, your secrets safe with me. - wait what time is it?" I ask " 9:50" say's Nash " Holy shit. nick um. guys it was really nice to meet you but i have to go. thank you so much. Call me " I say as i scramble to my feet " wait. wheres the fire?- Who's Nick?" ask's Shawn " I told my brother Nick that i would meet him out side after the show at 9:30. i'm late" i say " oh. i'll walk you out " he say's once i'm ready " guy's its okay if i post these pics on twitter and my videos?" I ask, receiving shocked look's " of course, tag us in them too, don't forget to call us " Say's Dinah. " hell yea, we're going to the beach, on Saturday, don't forget. I said. Shawn walked me out of the back entrance, surprisingly, there were no fan girls standing out there, as we walk to the spot where I told Nick to park there was a strong gust of wind, i shivered at the sudden blow " are you cold?" he ask's " no. I just wasn't expecting that" i say,as if that makes a significant difference. " here, take this, not that it can do much. " he said as he pulled off his flannel and draped it on my shoulders. " thank you. but i hope you know you wont be getting it back soon" i said honestly, making a smile etch across his face. " so.. i guess this is a a good bye" he said as we stood out side of the Jeep . " No, i'll be back Saturday, which is only three days from now, its a ' see you later" I said.  Shawn began leaning in, i leaned with him, and soon our lips touched, i swear in that moment  i felt an electrical current, run through me. " good night Mariah" he said. " good night Shawn", with that, i got in the car and he walked away " only you would go to a concert and come out kissing one of the openers" Said Nick as he began the 1/2 hour drive home, i only smiled ' i kissed Shawn Mendes tonight.... more than once... '.