Cc!beeduo au ! So everything is platonic !
Nothing in that oneshot really happened, its just a story i came with.
Tw : Panic attack, angst, swearing, screaming, crying, bad grammar and that's all i guess-
Enjoy !
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Tubbo pov :
I wake up in my bed, it was still night outside.
I check up my clock 2:34 am... why am i awake this early ?
I decide to get up and get a glass of water, i was feeling pretty thirsty.
I slowly pull myself on my foot and get up, i start heading to the kitchen, where i take a glass and fill it with water.
I start drinking, slowly, wondering why i constantly wake up this early, it was being some time now, that i was waking up like that, at around 3am.
I then feel a pair of arms behind me, englufing me in a hug, and pulling me closer to them.
Huh ? Who is that ? I started panicking, realising that someone was currently holding me, and i didn't know who they were.
"What are you doing up this early, Tubbo ?"
A calm and reassuring voice say, a voice that i will always remember.
Ranboo's voice.
"H-huh ? H-hum... i am drinking..."
"Yeah i saw that, but you always wake up this early, it's nearly been a month !"
Ranboo backed up a little bit, letting me go.
"I-i don't know why, it just happen, i guess..."
"You should go back to sleep though now, it's not healthy for you to stay awake at that time"
"You're awake too, stupid"
"Hey ! It's not my fault you woke me up !"
"Yeah well it's not MY fault either that i wake up like that every nights too !"
I started tearing up and Ranboo backed up a little bit more, in shock.
"Woah, woah ! Calm down, what's wrong ?"
Tears started to fall down my face as i start shouting at them.
"You know what's wrong ! So don't act like nothing happened ! I know this is just my imagination ! I know you're not here anymore..."
I fell down on my knees, Ranboo crouching in front of me, sighting.
"Tubbo i-"
"Go away ! It hurts me more to see you ! Is that what you want ? Hurting me ?"
"What ? No !"
"Then go !"
"I can't go Tubbo, i'm in your head, remember ?"
I look up, seeing Ranboo looking back at me with their soft eyes.
"I will always be there, uneless you decide to come back at me"
My head started spinning, i was starting to see everything blurry.
"Make a move, and maybe i will stop tormenting you in your dreams, or should i say...
Nightmares"
I wake up shaking and sweating, in my bed, the sun was starting to show up. I look at the time, 9:48 am... not too bad...
