Everyone was happy.....today I gave birth to a girl child so beautiful just like me I was so happy ....her eyes, her nose, lips, everything she was resembling me.........
the happiest one was my mom........... I wonder why?
I was looking at my born child..... it's like an angel was in my hands........I looked up at my mom she said, "she is beautiful isn't she.....oh my she looks just like you, "
she looked at me and said, "what if she will turn out exactly like you?"
I was peacefully chatting with her....my mom just like her name petal see was beautiful from outside
and then suddenly memory from my past.....her beating me ruthlessly not even caring if I'm getting hurt, my arms were getting sore, my hair was hurting like hell, I was screaming in pain and despite that my parents were beating me
and I....... .I.i was just crying
still, it was my fault
I talked back it was my fault
I hurt them with my words...
so there is karma for me
*I SWEAR TO GOD A GIRL LIKE YOU DESERVE A GIRL AS YOU O MORE NO LESS YOU LITTLE PIECE OF S+IT ^&%* *^&$#@&%&#%& YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME, I MUST HAVE DONE SOMETHING TERRIBLE TO GET A GIRL LIKE YOU*
this sentence was killing me form inside
I didn't ask for anything you gave me.......I wanted to love and attention, an affection which you stopped giving me when younger sissy came
I was no longer a child of yours but a frustration doll...........
whenever they fight..the topic was me, when they can't take out their anger
I was there to take the frustration out..........
my younger sissy who I truly loved and thought she will never hit and instead love me....................she too hit me
that's why I hit her back but whose fault was that?
it doesn't matter, I'm still going to get beaten
but those words, I'll get a girl like me
is that
true...?
what if........if I'll just k_ll her then I will not get the karma right?
I looked at my angle she was too beautiful an infant who just needs her mother but, what if she will grow up and become like me
I'm a villain.....and what if she blames me for the reason she is just like me..............
I...I don't know what to do
YOU ARE READING
it was all my fault
HorrorI was in pain, and you were too, I tried to make you see the truth but you said karma will teach you, it's all your fault that I become like this, or it was my fault that I let my devil control me
