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Friday


felix

*beep* *beep* *beep*

"ugh whhy this annoying ass alarm, i have to get ready for school eitherway so i might aswell start getting ready instead of sulking"

as i entered my bathroom i  started stripping off my clothes noticing my scars from last week, i turned on my shower and waited for the water to get warm. while waiting i got bored and took a glance around my bathroom and saw my beautiful razor blade laying there very lonely and before i knew it  i was walking towards it. i took the blade in my hands and started making fresh cuts on my skin and re-opening the ones i had made before, It felt good it felt like i deserved it.

i soon got back in to my own mind and saw what i had done, i went to my shower to release all my tears and calm down before going to school.

~ 10 min later ~

I went out of the shower and started cleaning up the mess that i made and quickly dried myself. i went over to my closet to pick my clothes for the day i chose some tight black jeans and a oversized hoodie so nobody could see my scars. 

I headed downstairs to make breakfast since i still had an hour before school starts i quickly made some ramen and went to watch my favourite show, time was flying by fast i took a glance and saw that its already 8:07 am. i putted on my shoes and went outside since i always walk with jeongin and minho (lee know). i walked to our usual spot where i saw them waiting for me. when they saw they walked over to me and started asking random questions like 'is everything alright' 'did you get of the wrong foot this morning' 'got any new updates on ur single life' 

"no, no and yes"

"Wait wait.." - jeongin

"WHO!?!?!?!?!?" - minho

'Shit i messed up i  dont have any updates' i tought to myself until i came up with a brilliant idea 'why not lie about it' what should i say tho? will they see through my pokerface? nevermind i should just tell them it was an honest mistake

"I'm sorry guys i mispoken"

"You really got my hopes up damn" - minho

"uhmm watch out jeongin your aboout to walk into the wall" - jeongin

"huh- OUCH WTF" - minho

"BAHAHHAHAH HEYY GUYS!" - seungmin

"Heyy seungmin" - jeongin

"Hi seungiee"

"Hi- ow seungmin please give me a warning before you tackle me into a hug" - minho

"oh sorry minho i really wish i would give a fuck" - seungmin

"YOU MEAN ASS PUP" - minho

"Guys we should go to class its almost time" 

"btw what are all of your schedules for today? i have english first period and art second and lunch 2nd"

"we dont share any classes today i see" - minho

"yup i don't either i only share lunch with you" - jeongin

"OMG IM YOUR LAST HOPE WE SHARE ART CLASS " - seungmin

"guys- THE BELL JUST RANG WE ARE LATEEEEEEEEEEEE!?!?!???!?!?!!"

"see yall later i guess" - minho

as we ran off to class i bumped into a certain group of people i wish i hadn't encountered... Chan and his annoying minions....

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