Cameron x Nash Short Stories - cash -

Tranquility Part One

For leonardomendez
Cameron POV

'@TheMattEspinosa- New video on my YouTube channel, tweet the link and #MattsNewVideo, and I'll follow you. I'll be checking all day!'

It's crazy how many of my tweets are directed at Matt, I've been trying for so long to get his follow. I quickly open youtube on my computer and copy the video link, I tweet it out with the hashtag and his Twitter name. I copy and paste, add a number and spam my tweet until I've reached close to 300 tweets.

I just want to be noticed by him and it seems impossible. He usually notices the pretty girls and he definitely has favorites that he always retweets. I'm not a pretty girl, I'm not even a girl. I'm a guy and I have an obsession with Matt Espinosa, I keep a separate Twitter name for my friends here in Chino Hills. I can't have them finding out about any of this, they would never leave me alone about it and will harass me for as long as I live.

I continue to spam his Twitter with my tweet of hoping that he will finally follow me and of course he doesn't. I'm so frustrated because some fans make it seem so easy to get your favorite's follow but it really isn't. My thousands of tweet show that it's not easy. I give up after he hasn't followed someone in a while. He's getting close to 3 million followers and it kind of sucks to be lost in a mass of tweets with gorgeous girls tweeting too. I briefly contemplate changing my Twitter picture to a girl but as soon as it hits my mind I let it go because that's a lame idea.

I leave my computer desk and flop on my bed, in a sour mood from another failed attempt at getting Matt to follow me. I'm glad it's finally summer break because I can dedicate more time to getting him to notice and follow me. I know I have no chance with him but I just want him to be aware of my existence even if it's just for a few moments.

He's supposedly moving to LA with his best friend Nash Grier who is also a vine star like Matt. They both branched out into making YouTube videos and now they're moving to LA to pursue acting careers. A lot of people prefer Nash but I just never really got into him. Matt's vine seem more personable and not staged like Nash's and his snapchats are so random and funny while Nash uses his to promote his social media. LA is just 40 minutes from here and I'm glad my parents got me a car for my 17th birthday because it's going to come in handy. I'm determined to meet him in real life even if I don't have his Twitter follow. I just have to be on top of his snapchat story to try and figure out where he's at. I hope he doesn't make it hard, all I want is a picture, I can't even do the pseudo-kiss because I'm a guy and he's straight. It would be kind of creepy to ask him that and I plan on finding him as much as I can.

It's probably strange to want attention from a straight guy, I've never been one to fall for them but something about Matt just drew me in from the first time I saw one of his vines. His personality is amazing, he's so funny in his vines and he seems to be so genuine. I honestly can't wait to meet him because I'm sure it will be amazing.

I continue to lie in bed and I end up falling asleep. When I wake up it's getting dark out and I decide to check his snapchat story to see if I missed anything. My heart flutters when I see that he posted a picture of plane window with clouds he used the airplane emoji and then put LA after that. God, I want to meet him so bad while he's here, I don't know if he's coming to stay or if he has to go back to Virginia but that doesn't matter because I want to meet him on this trip. I'm determined not to make it a failure like my follow attempts.

I spend the next few days trying to figure out where Matt is, he's posting snapchat stories that give no clue as to his whereabouts and LA is a big city. I don't want to sit in horrendous traffic trying to find Matt in a sea of people. I worry that he's going to leave and I'll never see him, that would honestly suck.