Honestly I'm really happy school is ending in a week. Been in school for way to long and that's a long time of never getting noticed. Yeah I'm one of those people who just go to school and do the work but, I don't ever really talk to anyone. I have one friend, her name is Toni which is short Toni-Lynn but, I only call her Toni. Toni I guess you could say is like me but, she has a lot more friends. I don't get to hang out with her a lot because she's usually with her boyfriend JC. She invites me to hang out with them but, I'm never really interested in doing that.
Now I keep getting asked what my plans are for after school. I just kind of look at them and don't usually give a response, because I don't have one. I have no clue what I want or wish to do after school. I'm not good at anything so there's nothing to do. Honestly though, with how invisible I am no one would care enough to give me a job. I know some people would tell me I need to start thinking because that means college is probably going to have to happen for me. If I don't then I'll end up a dead beat and have no life and end up homeless. That's better than nothing though, right? I could care less though. School has been enough all ready and my grades are decent enough to get a simple job but again no one would care enough to give it to me.
Let's talk about how my mind works for a minute. It's a pretty dark place and not a lot happens. The images that go on in my head are things that I think would happen during a certain situation. For example, this girl is getting bullied she seems weak and she seems like she wouldn't be able to protect herself but, out of the blue she comes up and beat the crap out of them and shows them how it feels to be bullied. Or when I can imagine how someone is going to die. It's just how my minds works. I over think things sometimes but it's not something I can help. At times I wish my mind would just shut off because things get really intense.
In my family I'm the youngest of two. The oldest is my sister and she was always popular in school. She was prom queen and head cheerleader. Next was my brother and he wasn't that popular but he was insanely smart and always made the best grades. Next there was me, not smart and not popular. I feel as if my parents gave up on me, because they never try and get me out of my room when I head there straight after school. My mother is a job giving person, I wish I knew what it was called. My father is a high manger from some boating company where they make boats and then ship them out. Honestly though my family isn't important because I don't see or talk to them. My mother has always wanted me to be like my sister but, I have no desire to be like her.
Before I forget I should probably introduce myself. My appearance is well bad but I have long stringy blonde hair, very light big blue eyes, and I'm really skinny. My name is Emily and I'm a senior at Brookshigh. My school is known for its high educated teacher and also high test scores. Clearly they never look at mine... Anyways our football team is the best in the state and that's all because of the quarter back 😍. He's the hottest guy in school and his name is Chandler. His hair is brown and is swooshes to the side. He has the most amazing eyes, they seem to change but the main color is like a deep brown. He also has these amazing muscles that everyone dies over. One last thing about him is I'll never be able to have a chance with him. Chandler dates the head cheerleader and he would never be interested in a girl like me.
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The Escape
Mystery / ThrillerDark woods, dark nights, and a dark soul. A senior girl who seemed to always stay in the shadows her whole life is finally going to be exposed. Something that seemed so small turned into something huge and she can't escape. Shadows were and are her...
