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"Koo"
"Hm" Jungkook rubbed his face into the boys neck.
"I love you, I really do. But when was the last time you left this room" Taehyung spoke softly, eyes scanning the sunlit room.
He noticed the plates which stacked up on any surface possible. Along with rubbish, clothes, bottles and tissues. A lot of tissues.

"Don't know" Jungkook mumbled, clinging onto the boy even tighter.
"Maybe we should take a self care day?" Taehyung suggested.
"I don't want to be by myself though"
"You won't be it'll be a self care day together hm"
"But you only just got home, I just want to lay in bed and snuggle with you all day"

Taehyung chuckled at his boyfriend and shook his head.
"We can do both baby, a self care day will be just me and you, bath, face masks, cleaning"
"Hmm yeah I like that idea, as long as I can be with you the whole time I don't mind"
"Seems like someone missed me a lot" Taehyung chuckled at his clingy baby.

"Shut up" Jungkook grumbled hitting the boys chest, with an unhappy pout on his lips.
"Okay, come on you" Taehyung bent down and took the boy into his arms carrying him bridal style to the bathroom.

'Fuck he's so light' Taehyung thought to himself. He hadn't had the chance to be able to see Jungkook properly, and his state was worse than he thought.
When they came under the bright light of the bathroom he finally took in the boys appearance.

Jungkook's chubby cheeks had disappeared and his features were more thin and boney. His eyes had dark heavy bags hanging below them. His cheeks were brushed with a greyish tint rather than the beaming rose red he always loved seeing.

"Bath? Or shower?"
"Hmm bath" Jungkook replied fiddling with the bottom of his T-shirt, swinging his legs back and forth.
Taehyung nodded with a smile, placing his hands either side of the youngers face and pressed a sweet kiss to the top of his head.
He looked at his tired baby and sighed softly, caressing his cheek softly.
Jungkook's eyes fluttered shut leaning his face into the cup of the elders hand.

"You really struggled hm?" Taehyung sighed studying the younger.
He hated seeing how low and drained Jungkook was looking. This was not the Jungkook he knew.
"Why would you say that? Of course I struggled. I feel like the worst boyfriend in the world. Because I couldn't face coming to see you when you needed me the most. I just couldn't bare seeing your face knowing I'd have to let go and leave you once again. I never wanted to be so clingy, but god I didn't realise how insanely in love I was with you till this house became so cold"

"Angel I'm so sorry. It's heartbreaking. I'm so sorry that you had to come to find your boyfriend looking like shit, But I'm so happy. I'm so proud of you. You've really come a long way on this journey, and I really hope the only way is up from now on" Jungkook pulled him into his arms, holding the boy by his neck, kissing the elders temples gently.

"God it feels so good to be in your arms again" Taehyung mumbled against the youngers neck. "I'm never leaving these arms ever again"
"You're so soft" Jungkook smiled ruffling his boyfriends hair.
"Come on monkey, let's get you into the bath" Taehyung chuckled, taking himself out of the boys arms so he could run them a bath.

"Want some help getting undressed baby?"
Jungkook blushed looking down at his swinging feet, getting shy all of a sudden.
Taehyung turned his eyes away from the bath to see his boyfriend fiddling with the hem of his shirt.
"What's got you all shy all of a sudden?" Taehyung hummed with cheeky eyes.
"N-nothing" Jungkook bit his lip gently.

"Well you can't have a clean bath with your clothes on silly" Taehyung chimed.
"Okok turn around" Jungkook puffed his cheeks out.
"Turn around? Did I just hear that right. You want me, your boyfriend to turn around so I can't see my pretty baby undress" Taehyung whined like a baby as he covered his eyes turning around, giving him privacy.

"Shut up" Jungkook huffed with embarrassment.
Nevertheless, he began to undress himself, shuffling around the bathroom, folding his clothes up in the corner.
He slowly stepped into the warm bubble bath which was still running, but was full enough to cover him.
"You can turn around now" Jungkook smiled.
"Ugh you're such a tease" Taehyung rolled his eyes jokingly.

Jungkook rolled his eyes with a smile and beckoned Taehyung to come and join him.
Taehyung slid into the bath with the boy sitting behind him. They took each other into one another's arms, and finally rested.
"I'm so glad to be home" Jungkook murmured against the boys neck.
"Me too baby me too" Taehyung smiled rocking them back and forth.

Taehyung looks at Jungkook and sees how much of a difference he has had on him. Before Jungkook was in his life, he was clinging onto nothing. He had nothing going for him. He had a job, a house, income, but he didn't have love, he didn't have a life and he didn't have a home. But seeing himself now. He finally has warmth, he has a home, he feels love, and he feels that even though he still holds a lot of grief, he doesn't want to give up. He has something to live for. That was Jungkook.

"Do you want to go for a walk today? I haven't been to a place for a very long time and I would love it if you'd come with me?" Taehyung asked as he drew patterns on the boys thighs softly.
"Of course angel you already know I would"

-

Taehyung and Jungkook had cleaned the room from top to bottom. They completely cleared out all of the rubbish which had been racking up over the last few days.
Jungkook was feeling much more energised. His happiness had finally come back to him. He was back for good.

"Are you ready?" Taehyung asked as he opened the car door and led the younger out of the car.
"Of course angel" Jungkook smiled. "Are you ready?" Jungkook asked back, knowing today was a big day for him.
"I am" Taehyung nodded softly.

They walked down a gravel path hand in hand. The sun was shining upon them with a subtle chill in the air. Their hands were clasped together tightly, swinging as they walked together. They felt warm being next to one another. They both had suffered a lot through the months, but now they felt whole again.

"We're here" Taehyung sighed softly.
Jungkook's eyes glazed over the scene. There stood a big, beautiful willow tree which sheltered 3 grave stones beneath.
Luna's grave was settled between Taehyung's mum and dad's grave. There was a few small teddy bears leaning against Luna's grave and a picture frame of the 4 Kim's.

"Hi, sorry it took so long to visit you again. But I'm guessing you already know. I've been recovering. It's silly because the last time I came here, I was laid down crying, praying that I'd be taken away, so I could see you once again. But now I'm here with less weight on my shoulders and feeling more at peace."

"I hope you're all doing okay. Luna I hope you're enjoying yourself up there and not cursing on me too much." Taehyung laughed to himself, already knowing she would be hitting him as much as possible.

"Anyway, I'd like to finally introduce you all to my star. He's been my strength, happiness and courage these last months. He's the one who motivated me to become a better me. I know you all would have loved him, and it's a shame you aren't able to interrogate him, especially you dad. I know you had always wanted to do that with my significant other. Maybe in the next life"

Taehyung smiled wiping a way a small tear which escaped the corner of his eye. He turned around calling Jungkook over. He automatically sat down, taking Taehyung's hand into his own, and guided Tae's head to rest on his shoulder.

"Hi, my name is Jungkook, and I'm your son's boyfriend. Thank you for creating such a beautiful boy. He's my beautiful angel, who has been nothing but good to me. I love him more and more everyday. I hope you know I'll always protect him, I'll always be a place where he can seek warmth and comfort. I promise I'll treat him with the upmost care. You'll always be a part of our lives even though i unfortunately never got to meet you. You're his family which makes you mine too. I hope you're resting well up there, your beautiful boy is in safe hands"

The two sat there in silence, enjoying the peace and comfort that was shared. They both felt their most vulnerable and were able to share the time together.