rewrite the stars.

Misery in the heart of love.

Bellas pov:

"Bella i know what you're thinking right now please don't cry hun, I saw it on your face and im sure he did too. the way you stopped dead in your tracks and zoned out immediately made me nervous, i didn't know if you were gonna cry or not. Im sorry for talking so long but im going to find out who he likes. But for now, I want you to know that i love you so much and im here when you need me. You have my phone number, call me anytime." I could feel all of my bottled up emotions come out and start to burst, my nose hurt and my face flew hot, tears formed at my eyes and started to fall, betraying me. "Baby please don't cry." She said with remorse.

I couldn't move, nor breathe. Dressed in my normal clothes i stood there shuttering, i was shaking and i felt like i was going to collapse, the look in her eye made me cry harder. She pulled me in for a hug but i couldn't move, i was paralyzed. "Were going to walk out the other way so people don't see you, im gonna drive you home." "What about your car?" Suddenly speaking my breath came back as the hyperventilating started, "i come to school with edward, he'll be fine." Hearing his name made me cry harder. I wasn't going to tell his sister that this is hurting  me. I won't ever tell her that this isn't his fault but mine, im sure she already knows but i won't prove her suspicion.

Running into the parking lot wasn't easy but avoiding him was, i think he was looking for alice but would ask her about it later when he came to get her. Luckily charlie wasn't home and while i sat on the couch so did Alice, i heard a knock on the door and i flipped my shit. Fear pulsed throughout my body and i felt like crying more, "ill go get it, you stay here." I nodded, head placed between my knees i hid myself, i heard the door shut and i looked through my knees to see him standing in my living room. "I couldn't stop him i'm sorry." Ignoring everything i put my head between my knees and prayed he would leave. To my surprise i felt a body on mine, my legs fell down and a pair of arms held me securely. The familiar smell haunts me yet it's so comforting, my body betrayed me and i hugged him back. I felt the tears spill out betraying me once again. I couldn't help but break down, i rested my head on his shoulder as he rested his head on top of mine. "I'm sorry if i made you upset bells, i really didn't mean too." "It wasn't you." i didn't want to make him feel worse. "Are you sure?" He responded, "positive" i knew i sucked at lying but i didn't want him to hate me.  "You're lying, you suck at lying bells." Again, i don't want him to know the reason. He pulled away from me, already missing the contact i just had with him i craved it already. I wanted to pull him back, he sat up on the old leather couch charlie had. It was practically trash at this point but he insisted that we keep it. I wouldn't look him in the eye, i couldn't.

"Everything's okay, I promise you that. I hate that you're upset and it hurts that its my fault, again, im sorry." I just this once made eye contact with him and saw how hurt he was, i felt like shit. I tried to breathe but for the life of me i couldn't, his thumbs grabbed my face and lifted it. It looked like he was studying my every flaw, tears still consistently rolled down my face, he wiped them away the best he could caressing my skin in the process, as i was already flushed he made it worse.  "I wish i could stay, but your dad could come now at anytime. He kissed just a little below my eye, "be safe bella." He hugged me once more. "I Love you."
And with that he scurried out of my house without knowing alice was still there. She walked over to me "i told you." Hugged me and left.

A/N: i'm sorry this ones shorter i have more coming out soon don't worry. Love y'all.
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