A jar of wishes

kind of amazing

It's kind of amazing
all these emotions we have
They build us up
but cut us in half

It's kind of amazing
the human heart
The strongest muscle
but it doesn't feel strong now

It's pounding
And pounding
And pounding
It's tearing me apart

I'm at this point
where tears emerge
They flow steadily
with a single word

This so called muscle
that is supposedly strong
At the moment
has been proved wrong

I'm being torn apart
With a simple mistake
My heart ripped out
and served on a silver plate

It's a sensation
that can not be described
The pain only increases
as time flies by

This feeling can not be told with words
A pain so simple
to feel is to hurt

The pain is not torturous
nor long
It is as simple as a prick of a thorn
whilst whisking away the petals of a rose

As simple as biting your tongue
as a paper cut
as a loud hum

A pain that may not
seem so large
But as time passes by
they collect and merge

A pain so simple
that was at once just a sting
begins to grow
demands to sing

There is this jerking and churning
an emptiness inside
I guess I have nothing more to do
than hide

My shouts are whispers
my smile is fraud
Hidden by nothing more
than a fake facade

This heart is breaking
to the core
And I hope it can be healed once more
For this mended heart
has been broken before

What more do u ask of me!
What more can I do!
I keep pushing forward
But you shove me back
And now
I'm lost in a trance

I beg for you
but you won't come back
You don't answer when I call your name
You won't even look at my face
And I stop and think

Was it worth it?

It's kind of amazing,
all these emotions we have
They build us up,
but cut us in half

It's kind of amazing,
the human heart
The strongest muscle,
but it doesn't feel strong now