Boys in books are just better

Feels

I slammed the door and turned my back to it. I slid down the door till I sat on the floor. I hid my face in my hands as my face became bright red and hot. I had a smile on my face so big it almost hurt.

I couldn't explain the feeling. It's just..different.

Kat walked to the door and saw me. I knew it was kat by seeing her shoes. "awe, is something wrong, did he hurt you, cause I swear if he did-"
"No, I'm fine" I said trying to hide the joy in my voice.

"Then what's wrong?" She asked sounding worried.

"Nothing is wrong" I said

"Then look at me" she said

"Just give me and minute" I said

"No look at me" she said getting my hands away from my face. She saw my face was bright red and I tried to erase my smile but the edges of my lips twitched.

"Oh my gosh, he kissed you" she said in a low voice like she barley belived her self. "no-" I tried to counter but she grabbed my arm and dragged me to our room. when we got in there I sat down on my bed and she locked the door.

"He kissed you didn't he" she said again in a low voice I was thankful for.

"No,..well not on the lips at least"

She Ooo'ed again and smiled also deviously.

"We're did he kiss you?" She asked taking and seat in front of me on the floor.

"Cheek" I replied quietly.

She wiggled her eye brows at me and said "and why is that so special, doesn't Brandon kiss you every where on the face but ,like, the lips?"

"Well.. yeah but this isn't brandon, this is will" I said quietly.

"And what did you do after he kissed your cheek"

"I kissed his" I muttered to were I wouldn't have been able to tell what it was if I hadn't said it myself.

"What was that" she asked

"I kissed his" I muttered a little louder.

"Come again"

"I said I kissed his cheek,ok" I fired loud and clear and the smile came back to her face while my face once again became hot.

"Oh,lala" she said once again wiggling her eyebrows.

"Shut up" I said and threw a pillow at her witch she coght and threw back.

"Your like the annoying little sister I never wanted" I said as I fell back into the pillows. A few smelled like him and his cologne.

"Awe thank you" she said sweetly.

'Perfect..' I thought. my phone rung. it was will sending a text.

W-hey

And kat perked up "who isss itt" she ohhed stretching the syllables.

"Will" I muttered

"Omg you've got to stop muttering, who is it?!"

"Will" I said clearly.

"Okay, ya know I think I've pestered you and your boy troubles enough today"

"Ugg..thank you" I said actually thankful she was dropping it.

R-hey
W-sup
R-nothin much
W-cool
R-you get home alright
W-yeah, thanks for asking
R-np
.
W-I didn't know there could be awkward silence over a text convo
R-ikr
W-so..did you think about stuff
R-like what
W-ya know, stuff..*wiggles eyebrows like your cousin*
R-😄 ur funny, no, not really, she's been bugging me about IT though
W-tell her to knock it off from me

"Hey kat, will says for you to stop bugging me about my boy involments"

"Pfft, what's he gonna do"

R-she wants to know what your gonna do about it
W-tell her I'll spread around about her and Caleb are dating
R-😱 she got asked out today?!
W-pfft, no but people will believe it
R-HA! Ok I'll tell her.

"Will said he'd tell every one that you and Caleb are dating"

"WHAT NO, I mean that's not the truth!" She studdered out

R-now she's flipping out about you starting that rumor
W-well tell her that's my warning to her to leave you alone

"Will said that's your warning to leave me alone, or else" I smiled as I saw the horrified look of her face.

R-omg that actually shut her up
W-aye, I've learned people will do anything if you have enough power at school to ruin their rep
R-that's awesome
W-that's why I want you to be a prep with me and no nerd like jack
R-what If I wanna be distant friends with him?
W-why?
R-cause he's a tmr fanboy
W-I'll be your fanboy
R-awee
W-😊😉
R-😺
W- a cat really
R-yeah,you got a problem with that
W-no I think it's cute
R-ur so sweet
W-I know
R-there goes your cocky side again
W-thats my side 24/7 😂
R-not around me..
W-I'm different around you
R-how so
W-I just am.. can't explain it
R-okay..
W-...
R-*awkward turtle moment*
W-we seem to have a lot of those, don't we 😹
R-yeah 😺
W-I gtg but I'll see you tomorrow in class,k
R-k bye
W-bye 💚💙💜☺️
R-💙💙💙💜💜💚

"Is he really gonna black mail me?" Kat piped up.

"Not if you leave me alone"

"Fine" she said

Then I got a text from Brandon.

B-hey
R-hey
B-sorry I skyped at a bad time
R-it's ok I was happy to see you
B-😊 I know arnt I just gorgeous 😂
R-sure are brando
B-but legit sorry...are you two more than friends or just normal friends or is he a friend like me?
R-well, tbh, which I always am with you, we cuddled a lot on his bed and mine and when we said bye he told me he liked me for more than I friend but needed more time to commit and the we kissed each other's cheek
B-awe, I'm happy for you bae, 😄😏😉 so how do you feel about him
R-...does a smile so big it hurts and a face red as a straw berry explain enough?!
B-I think it does, to me at least, cause I know how you feel when you blush.
R-you know me so well, gosh I miss you
B-raych, you can't go talkin about me and our stuff and wear my hoddie that says 'men's basketball' and smells of my cologne to school if you want a boyfriend
R-that's the thing, I don't know if I want a boyfrined
B-if you wanted one who would be your first choice, me or will
R-you

I replied so fast that I barley read the text before my finger flew across the keys.

B-😏😊 and why is that
R-I've known will one day and you since pre-k and just cause he gives me a kiss on the cheek and cuddling doesn't mean he could top you. I don't know if anyone could ever top you. I have a strong bond with you and I love you so much. don't get me wrong I don't love love you like boyfriend love and all that but I love you Brandon.

Good grief I'm making a fool of myself, arnt I
B-well I think it's cute
R-you think everything I do is cute
B-true
R-if you had to pick me or any other girl in school who?
B-you duh,
R-why
B-cause I love you, there's no one else like you
R-awe ☺️
B-awkward turtle moment?
R-awkward turtle moment.
B-that's totally our tfios
R-yeah😂
B-ok I'm gonna let ya go,k
R-k good night Brandon
B-nite raych
R-I love you 💙💙💙💙
B-I love you too 😘

And with that I got ready for bed.