Rant. Because I'm pissed

Monday April 3rd 2023

So I'm in high school and shit, I'm a male who has a crush on another male.. and so after almost a year of liking this dude I finally decided that he should know I like him
But I'm to much of a pussy to tell him upfront that I like him.
Sooo I did what any person would do if they're to pussy to ask their crush out themselves, I made my friend do it :,D
And so basically, I was like yo (imma give them a diff name for their own privacy) ash, can you pleaaaaase tell my crush I like him, or at least give him a note, and they reluctantly agreed
But this was 8th period which is basically the end of the day, I usually wait for ash after class to leave together since we walk home together, and they had the note
And
This hallways connects to the gym which connects to the strength room gym which also has a small hall that connects to the student parking lot Bc we can drive cars n shi
So my crush, (I will say his name since he's a ducking bitch and doesn't care about shit. Yeah shitty of me but idfc) so Brady is his name is walking closer to us Bc I kinda "wait" for him and when he comes close I usually leave so I walk infront of him, but this time ash has the note and he's coming closer and they're boutta give him the note, so my pussy ass  fuckin dips, I RAN down the hall, down the stairs that connect to the gym and ash said they shoved the note into his chest and ran after me, so I waited for them then kept running which pissed ash off lol
And so we leave, and the next day (also for further context Brady is one of those annoying popular boys with a big group of popular guy friends too) so I'm dreading study hall which is like the only class I have with him, I've had like 2 but semesters swapped so RIP, anyways I completely avoid looking in his direction Bc I'm scared and my friend ash is with me and I have my back to Brady and his friend group
And I hear my name being said and ash said one of them pointed at me, im like "oh shit" in my mind and I just ignore it and then the next day to Friday shit happens ._.

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A/N I will be writing Tuesday-Friday if this gets views