find me

purple light

21st July , 2022, 7:34pm

"Just come with me Ji, you cant rot in your room all week.."

Jisung was wrapped up in his cream coloured blankets pushing his face into his pillow in an attempt to block out Felixs' voice, his room was scattered with empty food containers and his clothes were layed out across his floor in a tangled mess with the building smell of rotting fast-food and sweat, but Jisung couldnt care less, because at that moment in time the world seemed shittier than usual to poor jisung. Earlier in the week his boyfriend of six months had broken up with him so he could date one of the girls at the counter from Jisungs workplace..

"Ji! Listen to me!" Felix said with a stern tone as he nudged Jisungs' back with his palm.

Jisung lazily opened his burning eyes, still red from crying, and turned to look at Felix properly before his bottom lip jutted out and started to tremble.

"Oh Ji.." Felix sighed, he knew he had to do something for his best friend, but he really didnt know what, he knew that Jisung loved ( and possibly still does ) his now ex-boyfriend very much and that its going to take a while for him to fully be back on his feet again. However Felix just wanted to be there for the man, after all Jisung is his closest friend and its his duty to cheer him up when hes feeling like this.

"Ji I know it's hard, I know you miss him, but just try and get a sense of stability in your life right now. Try and let go and enjoy yourself!" Felix said as he rubbed circles on Jisungs' round cheeks.

Jisung looked to the side as he let out a puff of air, "Taking me to a night club wont change that he fucking left me, Lix." Jisung pulled Felix's hand away from his cheek and rolled back over to caress the sides of his pillow with his fingertips. "I dont particularly want to see the couples there either. It'll drive me insane."

"Listen, we can just have a few drinks, dance a little, and then head out. Just a few hours to get the whole thing off your mind." Felix answered back in a comforting tone.

Jisung started to pick loose thread off of his pillow as he thought about his response, "Felix, fine. But only for a little bit." He said as he tugged on the thread, causing the corner of his pillow to rip a little.

Felix's face lit up with joy, "Oh Ji I'm so proud of you!" Felix dived down and caged Jisung in his arms as he held him in a tight embrace.

"Okay, okay. You can move now Lix!" Jisung giggled as he wiggled underneath Felix's torso.

8:30pm

After a long shower and a few more tears, Jisung was finally ready to start going, his navy blue hair was styled to swoop just over his eyes and to come in to tuck behind his ear, perfected with his oversized vintage square glasses resting on his head, giving his hair a fluffy look. He wore pale red lipgloss with a thin wing of black eyeliner on his face, and on his body he wore a classic white button-up with black wide-leg trousers, finishing his look with platformed trainers and stud earrings.

"Someone looks delicious~" Felix said with a wink as he watched Jisung enter back into his room, which Felix had started to clean.

Jisung lightly rolled his eyes as he responded "I only spent the last hour sobbing." walking over to Felix and giving him a tight hug. Felix held onto Jisungs' arms and pulled him close.

"You ready to go now, hun?" Felix said in his deep voice, causing Jisung to step back a bit.

"Yeah, ready." The two boys pulled apart and headed to the door of the apartment, opening it and taking the elevator to the ground floor before walking around the city trying to wave down a taxi.