3am thought

3am thoughts

I don't know why
But some nights
When everyone's busy
I just lay there
Feeling hollow
Feeling alone
Missing you all so
And the worst part is
I can't do anything about it
I can't crave that you all pay full attention to me
That's very egoistic and not how I want to act
But I still lay there
Wishing that someone would ask me
How I was doing
Just talk to me for a while
Because even though I'm normally surrounded by friends
I can't stand the silence when they're gone
It's a terrible feeling
And I think that deep down
My biggest fear
Is being alone
So please tell me
When you get back home.