Alpha Needs His Luna

~Inspiration~

^^Rosie's outfit^^(Do you like)
(The audio is Lay Me Down by Sam smith. This was for the 4 days Rosie was depressed)
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It's been four days since Delilah's death. Four days through hell. Four days I felt like death warmed over. And four days for the funeral to be arranged.

The only time I ever got out of bed was when I needed to shower or brush my teeth. Ember brought me food in bed and stuck by my side through every break down and every panic attack.

Today's the funeral. The last day I would be stuck in bed. I never would have thought that I would be this depressed in all my life. I guess that's what everybody goes through when they lose someone that's really close to their heart.

The worst part is, is that I can't even go to my own best friends funeral. It's a closed casket and family only. My parents could come but not me and my sister. And I wasn't well enough to drive or run back for 13 hours it took for me to get there from my new pack.

So tomorrow I decided I would get up and carry on the Luna role like I was supposed to do. Delilah would want that and it's what I wanted to do.

Ember said the pack was excited to meet me and knew what was going on and wanted me to have some rest before the celebration of me becoming their Luna.

I had the rest I needed and now I'm ready to faces the future and forget about the past.
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I was in my closet when Ember walks in with some break feast. I heard him call my name asking where I was and I told him I was getting dressed.

I have grown used to Ember seeing me naked, especially after he had helped me get undress when I needed to take a shower. The wolfsbane withdrawal made me so weak the first day that Ember had to help me undress and bathe.

After everything I've been through, I didn't care if Ember seen me naked. We we're mates, we was made to see each other in every possible way. Even though he made me blush when he saw all my "Glorious" parts, as he said it.

I picked out a pair of denim shorts and a white crop top that said Los Angeles, pairing it with my black vans and a black sweater. I had just showered and let my hair air dry so it was in a wavy mess.

I pulled my hair up into a high pony tail and slipped on some concealer hiding the dark circles from my lack of sleep. Tonight I hoped It would get better.

I walk out of the closet and into our bedroom. The bedroom walls was a blue creme color and had dark carpeting. I never really dwelled on the thought that Embers room was actually stunning, until now.

"Good morning, you look beautiful," Ember says softly.

"Thanks you look good to," I say blushing at his comment.

He had showered before me and was wearing basketball shorts and a white tee. Today is his last day of his small vacation and was taking the most of it to go shopping with me.

I couldn't keep on wearing his cousin Emily, clothes any longer. Her clothes was beautiful but I needed to go shopping for my own style. And Ember was so glad that I wanted to get out of this huge mansion and finally be able to breathe fresh air.

"I'm so happy that we're finally moving on in our life Rosie. It hurts my wolf and I when we see you this way," He sighs hugging me.

"I know and I'm happy to. Delilah would want this for us. And Nala I don't really know about. She has also been depressed lately and has been wanting me to do this for awhile. She kept on bugging me to spend more "happy" time with you," I reply smiling in his arms.

"Well what are we waiting for? After we get back from the mall, I can give you a tour of our home. If that's what you want to do?" I nod my head and laugh.

"I would love to explore our home," I declare loving the way his face glowed at my words.

"Great, that sounds fantastic. I need to talk to Dom before we leave, so you eat and I'll be right back," He says kissing my cheek and walks to the door to go talk to his Beta.

"Hmm," I look around the room and spot the break feast laid out on the coffee table in front of the sofa.

I grab the fruit and pancakes, pouring maple syrup all over the feast and sit down on the large comfy recliner. I let out a content sigh and dig into the food because damn I'm starving.

I eat while I glance around the room. Embers taste in decoration is surprisingly really good. High ceiling and tall walls in a dark but light manor. He had the King bed against the farthest wall and in the middle of the room he had a sofa and tv with all the essentials.

My favorite spot in the room was the huge walk in closet. It had his clothes on one side and I had my own space on the other side. I have never had that much space in my life, even though I lived in the Alphas house back in my old pack.

Old pack. Those words brought tears to my eyes. My old pack was small but was well respected. My pack now is four times bigger than my old one. I guess because Ember is a very powerful Alpha.

I finish eating and began to wonder more about Embers past. I know I should only think about the present, but from the stories I heard about him, it scared me. A lot.

They say he killed many innocent wolves and rouges. But all for his pack. That's what made me believe in the goodness of him, he had sacrificed so much for the well being of our pack.

He gave me inspiration to lead this pack. I will do anything to protect my pack. This is my pack, my home now. And I'm their Luna.
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*Authors note*
This chapter was kinda hard to write. I had rewritten this chapter so many times and I finally settled on this idea. I hope you like this update and I'll try to update again today or tomorrow! Thanks Llamas.
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