I dont think my parents like me that much. They burned me to the core even when i tried hard enough. But thats alright beacuse i dont like them either. ive always tried working hard and be good but they still think im not good enough. My friends always tells me its nothing and then precides to talk about how worse their lifes are. I think its good listening to them and it makes me relize they are getting better, but while listening to them i relize and wonder what makes them smile and cry. Ive always been told to be polite and never use such emotions as they do. Its hard to understand what they mean when they say "im so happy to see you" or "im inlove with them". I dont know if theres something wrong with me or what i feel. Ive always pushed my feelings aside to become what my parents wants me to be. "Am i broken" i asked my friend but they just looked at me and smiled. I dont understand what they mean by that. Are they saying im fine or are they ignoring my questrion. It feels like everyones staring at me after i asked that. It felt like eyes was watching me and judying my every move.
