Scandalous (kpop related story)

Chapter 1

Isnt it nice when you realize you have finally found that one thing that makes you happy?

All the years of suffering are coming to an end and you find out that even if you suffer again, or feel bad in any way, you have your true thing that can pull you out of that stupid loop.

Tho, its not true for everyone, and i was about to give up, this is the way i finally understood that happiness is something i deserve, and that i dont need to achieve by doing everything my depressed mind told me to.

Its the first of july, the summer breeze is spectacular and the sky is clear, without a single cloud in the way of the sunlight.

I never understood how people prefered winter, the weather is always so cloudy and it gives me a sense of sadness in some ways, tho i have to admit, hot chocolate while watching my favourite movies has a particular special place in my heart.

My name is Iris, im 19 and i live in Seoul the capital of South Korea.

I transferred here from Italy when i was 14 cause my dad had to work for a new agency, i think its called "New stars", but all i really know is that he works in the international marketing section.
When we had to go live there my dad explained to me that its a new kpop agency and they need his help with international marketing since he is very well experienced in that field, tho i never really understood how he got that job.

Socially, being 19 here means im not a minor anymore so i need to get my shit together and start to search for a new job as well; im not really lucky since ive been suffering from bad social anxiety for pretty much all my life, and being in front of people, even as a cashier, brings me so much stress i had to quit at least 5 jobs.
I will still try my best with therapy, and get a damn job for once. Going through school and moving out of Italy to get new classmates and professors was a challenge, but i did it and graduated from high school in Arts.