After almost 300 hundred cuts over 6 months I had stopped and was starting to get better just like they wanted but I didn't lie to myself this time when I started going down I just didn't give I and so now here I am today crying everyday always thinking of either self harm or suicide I don't go to school I barely go outside only when I switch houses I only get out of my room to stress eat or to watch tv and play video games I don't feel happy I don't even know why I'm alive I think it's because of my family and two friends who I don't talk to or see. I'm tired and I just want to sleep but everybody's not considering how I feel with suffering. would u make someone with no arms, legs, no sight, no hearing, nothing still live? no you would put them out of their misery so why can't you put me out of mine?im done fighting I don't know how much longer I can hold out for you so please don't be sad if you can't make me up In the morning.
