The Boys

Me and Boy 1

I guess you can blame all of my insecurities in relationships on my daddy issues, or you can just place the blame all on me for my shitty choices in boy. Boys who think they are all grown up, and looking back on things now I see them different. I wanted to be one of the girls who waited until I was married to let a boy take something so meaningful to me. Hell, I even had my grandmother buy me a purity ring. But now that thing is just collecting dust.

Boy 1
Let's call him Ivan, a year younger than me for starters, but a boy I met through church. Church boy equals a safe realtionship right? Wrong. Did everything I possibly could for the kid and it still amounted to nothing. Want to know what he did? He took something so special to me and treated it like it was nothing. I gave him literally all of me, and the only thing he gave me back was a text message saying he wasn't ready to be in a serious relationship. But boy was he ready for one before he goy some ass.