Fallen battle

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Luisa blase a broken doll without a purpose. She needed to survive. She was so focused on surviving that she stop focusing on other people whats good most of the time but everything goes wrong eventually right?

I feel like since the incident everything is going wrong.

I got depressed AGAIN...

I got sa AGAIN.....

I tried to take my own life AGAIN.....

I started sh AGAIN.....

I feel like whatever I do I do wrong. And I just wanne say sorry to the people I hurt by ghosting you. I just felt like if I needed to look happy for you guys I wouldn't be able to do it. Just know I I love you so much.

I stand up to go to my desk... I will really do it this time. I will really do it... What are the reasons to not do it? exactly there are none.

I pick up the piece of paper laying I one of my drawers.

Dear mother, if you are reading this I am dead

I love you so much and you where one of the only reasons I stayed some longer, but I just can't do it. I am tired of feeling like i can't breathe Like there is a brick on my chest. I just wanne scream, let go, not feel like everyone around me is disappointed in me.

I love you so much. I remember that one night we snuck out of the house at I think like around 1 am and we were just playing in the playground. Thinking of it just makes me smile. I think the most fun part of that night was no doubt the running aways when the guards found us.

Just know that I am in a better space, a space where I am happy.

Love's your daughter Luisa

I drop the pen. Its done it will happen tonight. I open my drawer and place it in there. I glance over at the clock to see its 5.50. just in time I need to be down for dinner at 6.

I stand up from my desk do a quick check in the mirror to see if I look ok. I walk down the hall, down the stairs, trough the living room to finally make it to the dinner table in time. All the 14 gaurds u passed in this house in the past 10 minutes will find out tomorrow that I am dead. No screw that the whole mafia will find it out in under a week. It will be the talk of the day... no wait week... no wait month... they may be talking about me but that doesn't mean they care about me. They don't know shit about what happens between these walls of our house. They haven't heard me scream in pain. Or cry for help. Or heard me beg for him to just end my life.

I got snapped out off my thoughts by couple man who I didn't know. There where 2 of them sitting at the table and 5 standing around the room. I think they where bodyguards. There where 2 man sitting at the table the one looked like I think early 20's and the other end 40's. they look really similar so I think it maybe be father and son.

The attention was placed to my father as soon as he opened his mouth. " it's a pleasure that you guys are here. "The maids start walking in with all kind of dishes. I am kind of weirded out. It's not that we don't eat nice but there are all kinds of food. With the amount of food that stands here you can feed 20 people. I have never seen our dinner this big.

It must be important....

Heyy Guys i know it very very short but i just wanted to have it out. if you Guys want like a character aesthetic. i hope you Guys like it if you have an idea for the story i am open. luv you Guys