Fame, Love and Stupidity

9.

Kehlani's Pov

[2 years later]

I sit up, asking myself why I feel so sad all the time, why I can't be happy. I feel this emptiness in me something is bugging me and believe me I know what it is but I can't allow myself to think like that, I chose Chad- no I chose fame, and it's making me sick to my stomach, But I there's no going back. Chad has been a freaking jerk throughout everything, to say I hate him is an understatement.

''Kehlani!'' What is that they say about speaking of the devil.

'' What is it Chad?'' i question, rolling my eyes as i go open the door.

''You have a photoshoot, uh why aren't you dressed Kehlani?!'' he exclaims making me jump back a little but then quickly catch myself.

''I'll be ready, give me some time Chad'' I tell him attempting to close the door to disguise my annoyance although it wouldn't matter, he already knows he's existence is a misfortune to me.

he blocks the door with his leg preventing it from closing ''Don't.Test.Me'' he warns making sure every word that comes out of his mouth has enough venom to leave a racing heart. I keep my eyes down and he takes it as an agreement, therefore he removes his leg, and dusts he's suit giving me a sarcastic smile before walking of.

i sigh at myself for my pathetic response. Chad has become abusive, and everyone tells me to deal, i can't escape because he'll find me. looking through my closet i find a dress that gives me a flash back of the day M.A comforted me. I laugh of the thought and pick out another dress.

''Are you ready?'' he asked as i walked down the stairs, he looked nice, but i wouldn't tell him that of course.

Once we arrived at the event, he completely changed he was an angel, the perfect boyfriend. He held my waist and lead me inside, and we greeted some of our 'friends' he's friends that is, and some mutuals. Chad left me alone for some time, then i decided i couldn't listen to the girls version of suffering, they are literally intolerable, so i decided to get some fresh air.

''Well Princess is it really fair that after to years you haven't aged a day?" A voice familiar voice said from behind, a voice i recognised all to well, a voice I craved to hear.

''All is fair in life and beauty'' I reply without turning back, i realised how lame that was and i try to stop myself from laughing, but I when I hear her laugh I just give in. She moves closer and grabs my waist, she kisses my cheek and tells me I look beautiful, and she leaves.

for a minuet I must've forgotten how to breath because when I heard someone clear their throat I knew it was Chad and I started breathing heavily, I tried to walk away but he grabbed my arm and he immediately took us home, as soon as we entered, my body was already in pain, he grabbed my arm with the tightest grip and forced me to look at him, he was breathing heavily while looking at me like I killed someone he loved, he threw me on the floor and I knew this was going to be painful, he made me put my head up then threw a punch at me and my face went back to the floor, he picked my head and did the same thing, then again, he removes he's blazer and tie, then unbuttons his shirt, he kicked me on my face and puts his foot on my neck, 

"Chad-'' I wanted to beg him but that only made him angrier.

''Shut up you faggot!'' then a kick to my stomach, and I went completely numb, i could only hear him insult me endlessly.

he picked me by my hair and dragged me to the kitchen and hit my head on the kitchen table at least three times and then its pitch black from there.