The Moment

Broken cigarette.

I was inspired to smoke while reading fanfiction. The author described how the members of the Rammstein band smoked cigarettes, described their puffs, the smoke standing around and wanted to repeat. I prepared for this action: I took a shower, combed my hair, brushed my teeth, took my phone with me and found that the cigarette that I hid in my pocket is broken. This did not upset me at all, but only taught me a lesson: love and self-care will bring happiness, and then no cigarettes will be needed to drown to escape horrible reality without those things.

Just give it to yourself.

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