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Also I didn't proofread this so if there are any mistakes sorry in advance
Chester's POV
I called Grace more than 10 times already and nothing. I texted her a couple times too and still nothing. I don't even expect her to even answer or reply anymore. "I fucked up and its all my fault!" I screamed.
Grace's POV
I woke up to no one by my side. Chester wasn't there. I got my phone from the side of me, seeing all the missed calls and texts from Chester,Mamrie, and Hannah. I turned my phone off and fell back into bed. I felt like shit, "Why would I do that to Chester?", I thought to myself, "I'm such a bad person", I said under my breath.
" I don't deserve Chester's love, I don't even know why he even liked my in the first place. I'm such a failure, I'm weak and stupid", I said with anger, scaring Goose a little " No one could ever love me", I said to myself. I went into my bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror "you're nothing", I said to myself knowing it's the truth. I looked at my face how my lips were chapped and my face was pale.I looked away from my mirror and I went back to my bedroom and cried.
Chester's POV
I didn't sleep all night thinking about what I did to Grace. I didn't care about me anymore Grace was all I could think of. I NEED HER! I messed up really bad. I called Grace hoping she would answer, but nothing just like me. I'm NOTHING! I tried calling her again and still nothing. I turned off my phone,sat down and I started to cry. Wondering what I could've done to make things right.
"She will never love me again" I screamed to myself. I went into my bedroom to just think about what I had done. I sat on my bed to think.
" I'm such an idiot!", I yelled to myself." I'm worthless to everyone, especially Grace." I said knowing it was true. I
Sat there and cried. "What am I without Grace?",I asked myself knowing my question wouldn't be answered.
THE NEXT DAY
Grace's POV
I didn't eat or sleep yesterday. I was up all night thinking about Chester. I love him. "I shouldn't have let him go", I thought to myself. I looked at the clock it read 7:38am. I decided to go and feed Goose. She shouldn't have to suffer with me. I went downstairs and put food and water into her bowl.She ran up to the bowl and started eating.
I went into my living room and sat down on my couch. I looked around my house seeing things that reminded me of Chester. "I need him" I yelled. "but he will never need me" I said to myself. "NEVER!"
I went into my kitchen getting a sharp knife. I rolled up my sleeve. I then took the knife sliding it across my wrist. I watched as the blood come out of my arm. I added more and more until I had no space left on my arm. I put the bloody knife down and rolled my sleeve down seeing the blood soak into my long sleeve shirt. I went into my room and cried." I'm nothing". I said with tears streaming down my face.
So that's chapter 3. Thanks for the votes reads and comments. sorry about this chapter I just wrote what I felt. And don't forget if you wanna comment please do it on my Instagram @grester_shipper!
~Bella
