My Life Letter

Chapter 1

What is that noise? Make it stop.

Please, make it stop....

Stop! Stop! Stop!

Please STOP!

(Noise in the highway)

Who are they? Who am I? Why are they looking at me like that?

Please, don’t look at me like that....

Please , don’t look at me...

Please, stop staring! PLEASE! PLEASE!

“Who is she?”

“oh, my God! She look so ugly!”

“Eww...”

“She’s so dirty!”

“Gosh! What happened to her?”

“Hey, look at her...”

“OMG! She look so dirty!”

“Is she crazy?”

“What is she?”

Everyone’s looking at me...

Why?

Why am I like this?

Dirty? Who? Me?

What?

Stop that! I’m not crazy!

Hey! Stop staring!

“Are you okay?”

Someone said “Are you okay?”

Am I okay? Tell me, Am I okay?

What happened to me? Am I okay?

************7years ago**********

“Hey, you're okay. Don’t worry... No one will know, not even your parents. I know you’re worried  that they might find out. I love you, and I know you love me too. So please don’t make it hard for the both of us . Please?” He plead as he look at me. We are at school right now, we are both 2nd year Nursing students.

“But”

“Please, no more buts okay? We’ve been special to each other since high school, and we stayed  that way because I undrestand your situation. But, we are already College students and we are at the right age already. I’ve been holding on with this “mutual understanding” that we have for 4years and I think I can’t go on like this forever. I want to be someone that has meaning to you. I want to be your Boyfriend. Please?”

I give a big sigh. “You always have meaning to me, and I love you. But I can’t go against my parents. You know them, and you know how strict they are. I don’t know what to do. What if...”

“No more WHAT IFS. You already said you love me right? So, we can face no matter what the world would give us. Just please be mine?” He look so sincere, what should I do? I love this guy so much! And God knows how I’m dying to be his Girlfriend and kiss his lips. God, help me please? Guide me please?

“So we’ll keep it a secret huh?” His eyes grew big, as well as his smile.

“Is that a yes? YES! YES! YES! Woohoo! I LOVE YOU! I really LOVE YOU! Oh, God! Thank you!” He was jumping in happeness.

“Sssh.. lower your voice. Someone may hear you. “ I gave him my sweetest smile. “Yes, it is a  YES.”

“I’ve been waiting so long to do this. I love you.” My eyes grew big  as he look at me with sincerity and as he whisper those words to me. He kissed me! He kissed me? Oh, my God! I think my face is all red right now. But... Calm down. Calm your self.

I looked down and said. “I love you too.” Then he hugged me so tight and kissed my forehead.

“You don’t know how happy I am, it’s like I could jump so high and reach the stars. You made me like a king right now. I feel like I won the biggest prize in the world. Really. I love you so much. This secret is the best secret I have.” He hold my hand and kissed it.

I look at him and he look so happy. So am  I, but there is a part of me that is worried. Loving someone is not a crime right? But why should we keep it a secret? Don’t we have the right to shout it to the world? I hope they would not know. And if they do... I hope they would understand.