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Mark(m)

Sam POV
"I am all yours love"

Mon smirked and started kissing me.She trailed her kisses on my neck then tugged at her hoodie,wanting to take it off

Sam raised her arms letting Mon take off the hoodie,Mon smirked again seeing her pink bra on her

She gently moved her hand to Sam's back to release the bra,letting Sam half naked

Mon started trailing kisses on her earlob,on jer jaw,again on her neck and finally on her breasts

She took one nipple in her mouth, massaging the other one

Mon was so delicate but at the same time rought

I don't know how to explain the feeling

What if Mon had meet other girls when she was in England?
What if another girl had Mon?
Or a guy?Maybe Nop.

Nah, he's too dumb

I was so insecure about everything

But Mon noticed it and stopped her actions

"Khun Sam, you're zooning out.Are you alright?Is it to much?"

"No Mon, it's not that,I'm sorry I just....feel insecure about something"

"From the look on your face you're thinking if I had been with someone else"

"How did you-"

"I know you to well Khun Sam"

Mon started bitting my earlobe

"I know your personality"

I gasped when I felt Mon's hand getting into my pants, rubbing my clit in circular rotations

"And I know your body too"

She whispered seductively in my ear just before standing up to take off my jeans

I lifted myself to help her.After she tossed them somewhere in the living room Mon looked at me with a grin

"Only I can see you like this"

"Only you love but don't make me wait and kiss me"

"Make you wait? Wasn't it too soon a few moments ago?"

She really likes to tease me

"Forget what I said,you turned me on"

"So did you"

Mon removed her t-shirt, unclasping her bra letting it fall

How not to get turned on when she looks like a goodness

But were was Mon that was always shy to take initiative

But I'm not complaining tho

When Mon is on top I fell like I am in heaven

Mon started bitting at my breast then she moved down till I felt her breathing on my core

"Do you remember when you thought I was cheating on you with Kirk?"

"Sadly,I do remember.I said so many bad things to you"

"Yeah and the next day I punished you in my way"

"By devouring me?"

"Exactly"

She started sucking on my clit and began putting one finger inside me

She began to thrust in and out still sucking on my clit

I was already starting to fell like I'm almost over the edge

It has been so long and everything she did was killing me

She curled her finger inside of me and I let out a loud moan

I couldn't help myself

I missed her,her lips,her touch, everything about her

Mon added one more finger and started thrusting harder

She rubbed my clit with her thumb and that was the last thing to do to make me go over the edge

"It looks like my Khun Sam missed me"

"Mon.."

She gaved me one last lick ang began to crawl back to me,leaving marks on my body

I was covered in hickeys,signs that I was her's

"These really look good on you"

She said with a grin on her face

"You really didn't showed mercy.How can I leave the house if I'm covered with hickeys everywere"

"That's the point love.Now everyone knows you're taken"

"By a mosquito?"

"Lady Saam"

"I'm kidding love.Come here,I want to cuddle"

I took her in my arms and held her tightly

She looked at me with such innocent eyes like she didn't do anything

But....

"I fell safe now"

"Khun Sam?"

"When you left I felt like my heart has been taken away...I never felt like that but without you...life isn't life at all.I didn't eat properly,I would always starve myself because you weren't there to eat with me,I wouldn't sleep because you weren't there to take me in your arms,I would hug the pillow closing my eyes thinking you were there but it never worked then I would give up.I would sit at the window watching the moon with the bracelet and with the ring looking at the moon.The moon always reminded me of you maybe because of your name too but it would represent the light from the darkness,you always brought light to my darkness.You don't know how you colored my grey life by adding pink into it.I'm sorry I always put grandmother's wishes above mine,my only wish was to have you forever in my life.I love you so much Mon but I also hurted you so many times yet you still wait for me with open arms.I wasn't there when you needed me the most and I can't forgive myself.Maybe you did but I won't.I still don't know why you still want to be with me..I was so afraid to hurt you again that I would put you first before me.If you will want to leave the only thing I can do is to accept because I deserve it."

"Khun Sam,I want to be with you more than anything,I know that you love me,you have represented it so many times in so many different ways.I know that you needed to be with your grandmother because she was sick and you were afraid that she's gonna die because of you,I never criticized you for your choice,I know that was the best one.Yes, it's true that you hurted me but I won't blame you because of our surroundings.You were afraid thas she was gonna die because you wanted to be with me,I don't blame you Sam,I don't and I won't.You always put other people happiness over yours even if it means you can't be happy anymore,you are more than enough for me Sam and I love you till the end of our life.You are my first in everything and I'm proud of it,I'm proud of us,proud of what we became.You deserve to be loved Sam and I wanna be the one to make you fell loved.I forgive you but I want to forgive yourself too"

I couldn't stop crying at this moment, I was holding her tightly in my arms, believing that if I let her go, she would disappear, I wish that everything that is happening now is not a dream, because it would break my heart

"I don't want this to end Mon"

"It won't Teerak"