I am grappling with feelings of depression and anxiety, which are exacerbated by a sense of not belonging.
These emotions reverberate in my mind, making it difficult to shake off the notion that I am stuck.
Despite my efforts to present a facade of being okay, the pain persists, and I am left feeling lost and uncertain.
My search for inner peace and self-discovery continues, as I strive to reconnect with my soul.
Life's challenges have taken a toll on me, leaving me feeling like a resilient hound that has endured countless setbacks.
In moments of desperation, I seek solace in my faith, pleading for guidance and support.
As I navigate the complexities of life, I am overwhelmed by a sense of regret and self-doubt.
I long to pause and reassess my journey, to revisit a simpler time when life's burdens were fewer.
However, I recognize that such nostalgia is a fleeting respite, and that true healing requires confronting my struggles head-on depressed and anxious, and struggling to fit in.
Iʼm stuck with these notions, which resound in my mind.
I wake up professing to be OK, but Iʼm still hurting within, and the pain persists.
I will continue to hunt for my soul until I find it.
Life strikes you and sends you to the dog pound.
Iʼll be like a hound that has suffered more losses than I can count.
Lord, help my soul; Iʼm drowning.
Iʼve gone so far in life, and I fear I just dropped the ball; I wish I could take a break and just stall.
I want to go back to when my life was simpler, when I didnʼt have any pimples.
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In the Depth of My Mind
PuisiA sincere and frightening collection of poems that digs into the deepest corners of despair and anxiety, shedding light on the hardships and feelings that are frequently kept hidden. The poems use honest and vivid language to depict the agony, terro...
