this was wrong .
tinn felt guilty as fuck , he did not know how this happened . The person he has waited for so many years
who he helped , who he loved and who gave him butterflies . It's all gone
tinn has fallen out of 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲
at first he just denied everything but now he has to choice but to accept it , tinn did not tell gun about this
well he doesn't know how gun will react , tinn has tried his best to fall in love again but the butterflies and chills were all gone
the things he used to find cute didnt feel anything , its been a week since tinn is forcing his feelings , he hasn't told this to anyone not even tiwson
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right now tinn is at the council room , suddenly the door opens revealing his boyfriend? , tinn mentally sighed .
" Mr School President let's go schools over " gun said as he sat on tinn's table "i have some work left , you can go home gun don't wait for me " tinn replied "ugh its been so long since we've walked home together , you don't even spend time with me nowadays " gun ranted
"gun you know the council has lots of work and we don't just eat bbq all the time " tinn said in a sort of annoyed and rude voice , gun who was obviously taken aback at the tone of his voice
" i'm sorry for disturbing you , u-um see you tinn "
gun sprinted out of the door . Tinn sighed and rubbed his forehead with his fingers "shit."
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Today was the day Tinn decided that it has been too much. Today was the day he was gonna cut off things with gun although he felt guilty it was better to cut things off rather than forcing his feelings right ?
" ai'tinn are you even listening " tiwson shook him
tinn looked at tiwson and thought " shit it's now or never "
"u-um tiw ? " "hmm "
" listen I know I might be the bad guy now but I can't do this anymore " tiwson looked confused as fuck " what the fuck dude what do you mean "
" I fell out of love "
tiwson started laughing " nice prank bro , when did you even- " "I'm seriously not joking tiw I mean it I don't feel the butterflies anymore , I feel like I'm forcing my feelings "
Suddenly tiwson was quiet " well my friend even tho this might hurt gun but I mean it's your feelings so you do you don't do something you'd regret tho " tiwson said
" I know but- " "AI GUN-" it was from outside
tinn looked at tiw and they went towards the door and opened it was the chinzilla members except gun
it was silent for some time until win spoke up " you fucking asshole I shouldn't have let gun date you I always had a bad feeling for you and turns out I was right " then it was sound " I thought you were changing but looks like youre the same asshole" ouch . that hurt but tinn knew he deserved it , now the rest 3 also threw their comments tinn was feeling guilty was fuck but the damage is now now
" Look I'm really sorry but I couldn't do anything about it-" " save that for later lemme just-" before he knew it win threw a punch at him and it was hard
" Look I know you all are mad at him but yall can express the anger later right now tinn needs to go to talk to gun " tiwson replied , win chuckled " bold of you to assume that this asshole is gonna see gun anytime so-" " enough win " it was por " just let him go" win let out a sigh and glared at tinn
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꒰ they're at the swimming pool right now ꒱
Gun was a crying mess right now his eyes were red and his lips were swollen due to him biting it too much
" ai gun " it was him , it was tinn . Gun turned his head and looked at him
shit tinn looked at gun , and he started to feel more guilty
" t-tinn please don't d-do this p-please , t-tell me what d-d " gun started coughing due to him not being able to breathe since he was crying
" gun please slow down " tinn said as the sat beside gun "t-tinn p-please I'll f-f-fix whatever y-you don't l-like in me j-just please d-d-dont leave m-me " gun was literally begging right now and tinn couldn't do anything about it " look gun its not your fault , everything is my fault I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore" Gun's crying only got worse from there " n-no t-tinn "
" gun I'm really sorry but let's break up "
gun froze and slowly looked at tinn , his hands reached tinn's shirt and gripped it "tinn" he whispered "gun I'm sorry I know I'm a jerk a dick and every mean word in the dictionary but I couldn't I can't force my feelings"
at first gun was in denial how could tinn the boy who was whipped for him suddenly lose all of his feeling but what could gun do , he wanted to slap and hit tinn because now he fell in love , oh how he hated tinn for doing this but oh how gun loved tinn , but gun thought
all he can do is let him go , even tho it hurt gun knew it was better rather than staying in a one sided relation
" can I have a last hug " gun asked , tinn opened his arms and gun went and hugged him wrapping his arms around tinns neck and tinns arms were around his waist , gun felt his eyes watering again he let out small sniffles " gun I'm really sorry " gun was straight out sobbing right now wrapping his arms even tighter
tinn also let out a few tears but what can he do ? he just sat there helpless while his ex-boyfriend (ouch)
cried and cried ….
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