DID the last petal fall?

A world of the blessed and the cursed, being blessed is a higher chance then being Cursed, as unlucky for me, I am cursed.. I apologize I may have not introduced myself properly, My name is Crystal, I am a 15 year old who is cursed, my curse is connected to a flower, in specific, a red rose once the last petal falls, I'm just as good as dead how about we get on with my story? 

How beautiful.. It's the Sakura season! don't you think? Earth to Crystal, are you there?  Says Suki staring at Crystal "Oh sorry! my bad, I was just thinking.." ... "It must be the falling petals of the Sakura's am I right?" ... *Silence filled up the place* "You don't have to be so sad.. maybe your death won't be as painful" says Suki filled up with hope.

"Suki, I'm cursed, of course my death would be painful, and you know pain is my biggest fear"

If you haven't already guessed, my biggest worry is how I'll die, my biggest fear is pain, I can't handle it...

Being cursed is hard, I can have a good morning, I would go to school, and everybody would be kind to me, but I hate it, I don't want their pity, I knew my end was near that day.. when there were 4 petals left I burst into tears and my mother was my comfort, I started crying, But I knew I shouldn't waste my time sulking and learn something from Sukis words, so I decided to get on with my day.

1:30 PM [END OF SCHOOL]

"Hey, Crystal! there is a letter in your shoe locker" says Suki excitedly

"Oh, I didn't notice it" I replied surprised

"OPEN IT! OPEN IT!" says Suki in her usual cheerful voice

"Ok ok I'll open it!"

I opened the letter swiftly "Meet me at the rooftop tomorrow during lunch "

"Oohh! secret admirer I see?"

"Suki, we both know it's not the first time."

"Yeah, but how cliché, using the old-fashioned letter trick!, maybe you guys will have a chance"

"Come on Suki, I know you're just trying to be nice..."

Suki looks at Crystal confused,  she looks in her eyes deeply

"I don't get it?" says Suki confused "You don't have to be nice, you know I'll be gone soon" says Crystal "No, I'm being nice because you're my best friend! cursed or blessed I'll always be there!"

"Enough Suki, I know that you're just trying to be nice before I disappear" says Crystal "Crystal, don't say that! you won't disappear soon, maybe there is still a chance, you dont have to be so hopeless!" me and Suki argued but I wish I didn't.. because little did I know that'd  be the last time I'd see her

Because the vase had 2 petals left, No, I'm not letting this happen, I ran to the kitchen, as my mother chased after me, I grabbed the knife, I killed myself... why did I do that? why did I break the rules? I'm such an idiot... now I am in hell.. paying the price for breaking the rules, 40 years in hell as my punishment, the last petal did not fall because I ended myself before it could.