HELLO! I know I know, you all are wondering, who are you? What is this about? What's going on?
As you all are very aware, my online persona is Mysterio, I am 20 years old, and I loved writing.
Unfortunately, due to complications in my life up to this point, I have lost all motivation to write. I made this account back around 2014/15 while I was in middle school. Back then, I was young, barely turning 13/14, I stumbled upon this website when I searched up Bertholdt x reader.
But even then, back during that time, I actually stumbled upon Quotev during 7th grade, when i got into Attack on Titan and creepypasta. I was fascinated by it all.
These people writing stories about my favorite fictional characters. It was like a dream come true and for me, who was bullied back in middle school and didn't have much friends, it was like an escape from reality. I became engrossed in it and after reading a bunch of creepypasta scenario books, I decided to join in.
I made my creepypasta book at 13 or 14, I have a hard time remembering and at first, it was fine, I was having fun with it all, I met some cool people, and talked to lots of new ones as well who showed me support. It warmed up my heart and I was so grateful for them who kept me going with writing.
However, it got too much. I couldn't handle talking to strangers, it became too much and I was starting to get really worried about some of them. I'm a very emotionally distant/unavailable person, yeah I asked if people were doing fine but that was it, I wanted to leave the conversation at that.
So that's why I haven't been really responding back to people who knew me all the way back. I'm sorry but I can't bring myself to respond and if you did, thanks for everything, I will try my best to talk but please know that I won't be at the ready to text. It may take me awhile to reply but I'll try my best. But if not, I really hope you're safe and doing fine wherever you are.
Now back to what I really wanted to talk about. Sorry it's really late here and I'm not thinking straight but I want to be honest here.
In the chapter, New Life, I said this:
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And in the comments there were some people who agreed but there were others who actually educated me about it and disagreed.
And rightfully so, that is a very dumb and ignorant statement. I'm not sure what the right term is for it, sorry about that.
But from what i've gathered, gender is like a spectrum. There are different genders and people who identify themselves sometimes don't feel like they fit on it. That's completely fine and undertsandable!
Back in middle school, I considered myself a tomboy, I wore video game shirts and pants and felt disgusted with wearing dresses and skirts. Even to my freshman year, I was your typical "not-like-other-girls". I hated the color pink and I even said one time that I hated wearing makeup when we did icebreakers in class.
